Dreaming Of Uuuuuuuu

busy week, tiring day

2009-08-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

today at work, working like a slave. lol .keep carrying heavy files out of the store room to our seats and then tie it with the string and carry it back to the store. lol. is heavy de lo. and the store room is very dusty. omg. i feel myself fill with dust today. zz. my hand also rough already, and got a quite deep cut on my middle left finger. pain like siao, especially touch water. dunnoe how i get the cut, maybe is when i pack the papers into the cupboard, then got cut. do for the whole day. tiring lo. got muscle already. lol. tv, got mr muscle, i am the gal version, ms muscle. haha. lol. jk. after working, there will be 4 ms muscle in my class already. :P

last week, everyday after work go out. enjoy. haha. out with frez, bros, family. weekends also. hehe. busy week indeed, but tiring, casue back home late,then after that, bath and so on, about 1 then went to sleep, then after that, around 6 plus, wake, need go work. woo. tired sia. seem like FYP period, where i chiong my project, and sleep a few hours only. haha. only that, this time round, i am enjoying my day, and not stressing.

yst, is my mum brithday, didn go anywhere and celebrate, rather, go my mum's sis place there( near my dad stall) and eat dinner. normal dinner. lol. my dad la, ask him take 2h break, then we family go outside eat, he dun wan, say cannot leave and so on. lol. dunnoe wat he is thinking,all his mind is about the stall. even his wife birthday, take 2h only,go celebrate also cannot. zzz. then say go my auntie there eat, he eat finish already, wanted to go down to his stall already, but my bro stop him. cause haven cut cake.

so he stay with us till cut cake, once eat finish, he went off. lol. he got dinner to attend. haiz. think my mum didn really enjoy his birthday. i will make sure, my dad come to my next year birthday, chalet and will be there for the day. dun wan him to stay in the stall. which i feel he will. lol. he will give excuse like, cannot la, first start only, no choice, cant leave and so on. i will get angry by then.

ok, i am waiting for my pay to come. which is like 2 weeks time. then hmm, result will be out on 23 sept, which is a day where i will scare. lol. and 26 sept, is my bro opening shop, at farrer park there. come give support, i will be working there after my this job, during my holiday. :) will update again on my bro shop in my blog. stay tune. :)

blog in office. :)

2009-08-25T10:41:00.004+08:00

yo, today, the company seem empty. lol. all the big shot ( at least i know de) all not around. so good. so abit slack. haha. yst, i was thinking, wat for work so hard, let them know we can be bully, and yet, the working environment and the pay is not good? abit too cheap already, so therefore, i shall just do my work, to my target, then i shall stop le. no point doing extra with the same amount of pay. lol. so think smart, act smart, work smart. :)

today very tired. actually nowadays very tired. dunnoe y, feel tired easily, sleep early also tired, sleep late, worse, like today. lol. super tired. eyes cant open to the fullest. lol. then nowadays, keep dreaming. aiyoyo. so short time of sleep, yet still dreaming. zzz. alot of dreams. nowadays, weather seem to be changing, every night raining. so cold la.. aiyo. another reason y i am tired. haha.

will be busy this week. many events going on. dunnoe how manage my time. lol. worry there are OT on the day when i am not free. lol. but wan OT cause got $ to earn. :D so shall see lo. ok, shall end, dangerous blogging in company. lol. keep look out for people and they keep walking here and there. zz. bye.

work smart,
nv let people bully u
disadvantage
be smart in work and in life. :)
i learnt something new. haha

start work le. :) tiring

2009-08-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

hello. had my first week of working, 5 days, 8.30 to 6pm working. can feel like i am working there for like months already. haha. just first day, i went there to help carry files up and down. casue our laptop was not ready yet, so we cant do wat we suppose to do which is data entry. so my job is like arrange the file in order and so on. there are so many files, and the files is those heavy de. lol.

2nd day, we bring our laptop to the IT dept there, to install things on our laptop, which took us half a day. haha. and we was chatting with the IT guy. lol. then after lunch, we start our data entry using SAP. didn imagine that, out of sch, we are still using SAP. lol. can see that SAP is in demand now. company are using SAP, not only sch using. have been doing data entry lo. so many, do till eyes going to join together already. lol. and also, neck very pain. they are expecting us to complete 60 entry within a day, it is possible only if each entry only contains 1 order, which it dun happen to be. some have many orders which goes up to 18 orders( my frez kena. suay) so far. lol.

yst is my worse day. lol. dunnoe y, i like feel so moody, easy angry. yst, i somehow offend my whole family. :P. first is my dad, last few days, i was waiting for his dinner, he suppose to be back around 9 plus, howeve, he is back only at around 10.30. wa lao. and when he is back, he tell us, he stay there chat with them. lol. his frez more impt or his family more impt? he know there's someone waiting for his food, and yet, he can come back home so late. i wanted to just go sleep and skip dinner, but i am waiting for the clothes to wash finish, to hang them, if not, i really go sleep le. and i can angry with him till now. lol. something is wrong with me. then yst, he ask me how much he earn, i reply in a very motionless tune. lol. then my mum wan to take out $, then i was like, not in the mood like that. dunnoe how explain. can see, i not in the right mood. dunnoe y i suddenly become like this. lol. so moody sia. sorry. i didn mean it. then in the end, i go sleep casue also tired le. diao.

oh ya, so far, we haven kena any OT yet. but they from day 1, was like, saying, cant finish, cant go home, like wanting us to OT. but they end it with a "JK". they also cant do without us, cause if we quit, they have to find people and help them with the data entry, where, they does not have time to find, cause they need it asap. if i am not wrong, should be by sept or so, everything have to be entered in. so the chances of OT-ing is very very high, as for how long and how many days, not sure, depend on our speed. haha. :P

ihavenothingtosay
justacceptit
letitgoanditwillbefine
iwillbefineoneday

fyp over, but my busy life is not over. working now.

2009-08-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

just finish my FYP. and have started my holiday. :) hmm, during FYP i have been real busy. really very busy, and my routine is the same, wake up, go sch, on com, do my project. lunch time, went to eat after that, went back to the lab and continue my project. at 6, log off, go home, didn went to my dad stall and help ( only some of the time then go down help and eat). once home, on my com to let it start up, went to bath and then sit in front of the com and do my project. lol. this didn go on for 1 week, neither 2 weeks, neither 3 weeks nor 4 weeks. but it at least last for 5 weeks to 6 weeks. and yes, i am stil alive despite my life is all about project and was so stress.

at some times, i just feel like giving up, at some times, i am really very tired, cant tahan anymore. i can feel my body cant take it anymore, break down already. no strength to go on. and seriously, i wan give up, but i didn. i still hold on but i just holding on only. lol.

still rem, got 1 day, wa, i really very tired, physically and mentally, then no mood do any work. like dying. lol. so in the end, that day, didn do much work. haha. mind also not working properly at that time.

during FYP, have seen many things, good and bad. and have seen through some of the people who are cunning, evil, act act, pretending and so on. also have seen some kind soul,( but seldom. haha) that y, people always say, nv judge a person by its looks. have to see them in and out throughly b4 u decide wat is the person's character.

also during FYP, i can say i am suay de. lol. many unhappy things happen to me, and plus all those sharing session, where i get all the shooting by the teacher. make me so no mood lo. my mood going up and down during FYP, and either super high or super low that kind.

tiring FYP has ended on fri, 14 aug 2009, where we had abit of fun during the last day. haha. and also quite busy. after that, went to celebrate 3 birthday, sy, xm, fn. we celebrate all together. have plan some surprise, but was fail due to the waiter working in fish market. argh. then went to shop abit b4 heading home.

and its my HOLIDAY. till oct 12 i think, but so far, i only got 2 days of holiday, b4 i start my work, working in NCS as admin. so fast start work le, didn really enjoy lei. sob sob. have been working for 2 days, quite tiring. not easy when working real life. lol. will work till 30 sept. and after that, have around 2 weeks of holiday, but i dunnoe whether i will have the 2 weeks of holiday, cause my bro going open shop aroudn his area, and somehow wan me to help him with the shop. woo lala. so i might go help him for the last 2 weeks. haha.

wat the conclusion? holiday = no holiday. after that, studying and it end my poly life during march 2010. 2009 isn't a good year for me, neither is a relax year for me. stress and busy year i had in my life. wow. going hold on for the next few weeks, working. jia you. :)

i feel empty
cause of u
i feel empty
as i am thinking of u
i feel empty
my heart is empty
i feel empty
dunnoe wat to do during my free time
haiz

hate u

2009-07-08T15:36:00.003+08:00

i just realise something which boil my temper. at that moment, i wanted to say @#$%^&*@#. lol. but not to spoil my image(haha), i hold on. cant be forgiven sia. i didn do anything and so on, and this happen to me. Y? this is abg. i got nothing to say le, really, u hit me right down, and from now on, dun expect me to be a kind person anymore. i thought it will be over, but didn know it end up like this. wan know more, ask me. dun wish to write it down here. now i know y everyone dislike u.

too busy with my project, i haven done finish my part, only for 1 pg, haiz, and i know i am slow, but wat can i do, i really try my best already, at home, also do project, mind is all about codes, but cant produce my work out. so, shall try harder. :) shall end this post, back to project. :)

dun make me angry, if not, u wil get it.

end of ipp, start of fyp and new life

2009-05-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

yo, my attachment end yst. ok, i must say, i really missed my company, RWS alot. dunnoe y, just miss the company. miss my seats, miss sitting there, doing my work ( sometimes do nothing), miss staring at my com, miss going to work with my formal wear every mon to thur, miss the breakfast, auntie lulu make for us, miss asking my ic, troubling them for work, miss fri wearing casual wear, lunch time, going to beach there eat, miss catching the bus, where the bus is always pack during lunch and after work, miss chatting with the 12 interns, entertaining me, miss laughing at my screen like siao like that, miss, my 2 great ic helping me, and miss everyone there.

omg, feel like going back, feel something is missing now. lol. 3 month there, every day, we countdown for the last day to come, but once last day comes, i start to miss everything. on fri, we somehow, dun care le, most of us dun have work, then we is like, chatting, then walk here and there. we even taken over the pantry. haha. for awhile. usually, pantry is place, they make coffee, refill water and so on, but they treat it as another meeting room without 4 walls and a door. so there always very noisy when they had meeting. then on the last day, we take over, stand there for awhile, like, sitting around lo. not all, just the few of us. haha.

but we are very busy. everything last min, we need to fill in forms, last min. make us feel very busy, very the messy. some, even haven sign their log book and report, rushing their IC to sign. lol. we have a meeting at 5.30, to return all the cards and name tag, and also, recieve a cert from them. after that, we have 10 mins more to 6, so we take pic. nv regret not to take pic, casue now i feel, it is not enough. lol. too little photo le. zzz. everyone, the 12 interns, all miss the company. haha. lol

coming mon, i going back to sch. project. woo lala. same timing as work, but the trip is longer for me. lol. but i will still wake at the same time. haha. casue i dun need catch for bus to go to work, only train, which is more than enough if i leave the same time when i am working. hope it will go smoothly, and not so stress. anyway, my attachment, i am doing well, might got A for it. pending, still need wait for teacher to grade. hope is A ba. haha. hope, my fyp also will be good. maybe an A also? haha. will update u again. see ya. :)

2009 is a bad year for me. really, it is. those who know, will understand what i writing. maybe i am not facing it ba. i dunnoe, just wan it to be in this way, really. u happy, and i happy, that its. no longer the same anymore, it is like a dream then. dun wan to say anymore. i am not a person who say all my feelings out, so i wont say it here. and dun ask me about my feeling, i am not willing to say to anyone. sorry, but if u know me well, should know i keep my feeling inside me, so let it be. thankz.

i dunno i should write or not, cause is few days ago le. since that day, late night, u told me u wanted let me go. which i doesnt wan to. i ask u to think properly, dun give me up, give me another chance, beg u, for 2h, but all u tell me is give u up ba, we not suitable, prob will arise again, u be with me, u dun feel like a man, will we last till marriage?, not happy beening together and more. is u who tell me not to think of future, but now, u are thinking. u ask me to love who u r, but u r not loving me for who i am. i not like most gals, which u think, always say i have high expectation. haiz, somehow, i dun feel like, i already give in alot le. i do try my best to give in all le, do u give in to me as much? say real, i dun get my freedom le, when i am with u.
maybe it should be in this way then. the next day, u tell me u wan to be with me again, my mind is confuse already. worse part is u ask me to do something to get u back. huh. y me? isnt this ur job, when u say break in the first place? i ask u think caefully le, but u dun wan, now regret. haiz. maybe i dun wan be with u, casue my heart numb le. maybe i wanted u to be my side so much that now, i dun feel that way anymore. i dun wan get hurt le. as u say, prob will arise again, and i believe it will. it is not the first time ba. right? only that, this is the time when u say the word out. actually, i hint u to do something to this rs le, just that, u dun get it, and even make it worse. maybe u did the right thing ba. i just hope, we could be frez forever. i dun wan get in rs le, and dun wan get hurt anymore. sometimes, i do feel empty, cause u are not there anymore. instead, u went out with frez everyday and enjoy urself. sometimes, i am sad. haiz. at least, i see u r happy, and really enjoy ba. ur life is back to the normal u le. spend lots of $, out till late night, cab home( maybe), games. ya, this is all about u, u have got ur freedom le. good for u. anyway, sometimes, i do think u miss me or not, but i think too much, u shouldnt be thinking of me anymore. i face this rs bravely, yup, i am, but actually inside me, is soft. for this, i wont say it out. just to let u all know, i am fine, dun worry for me, i will be fine, will still be myself then, wont let u all see my emo part. this is for sure. i will be strong then. enough le, bye.

it hurts, real hurts
u wont know my feelings
so do i
everything is going back to normal
i dun hope for anything
just hope u r happy.

long post wo

2009-05-05T11:33:00.004+08:00

hello. wa, work is starting to get bored le. lol. nothing for me to do. testing, testing, testing. edit script, edit script, edit script. that wat i learn from my work. lol. my bros say, attachment is nothing one, just for me to see the people around me and learn experience, wont learn anything, and is true. lol. at least, i know how the working environment like, and how the office staff are. saw some stress de, saw some slack de, saw some, come to work late, yet home on time, some, stress till, the face has no smile de, some are super, duper friendly, and many more. really have seen diff kind of people. in fact, life in spore is all about seeing diff kinds of people, and know them inside, outside. u will know who is ur true frez, can trust de frez, and whose not, even close ones. ( not refering to anyone, just like write it out only)
recently, just patch during sat ba. have been cold war with him, for like a week. not exactly, we stil sms during this few days, but very little, our sms start at 6pm, end at about 8 plus, then start at 12 plus to 1am. haiz. cold sms i can say.
recently, i am doing report. ok, unlucky things, shall not say le. yup, then need write acknowledgement, which is like, thank who and who. then i think very long, how to thank them. haha. real long. my eng also not that good, then need to be formal, so was like, wat did he do that make me wan thank him and stuff. for eg, my officer in charge(OIC), he only help sign my log book, and then hmm, maybe first day, assign us to respective in-charge(IC). what can i thank him sia. lol. but i have thankz all of them.
then i sat night, ask him do u care, do u wan to hold on this r/s? he reply, dunnoe wat to reply then say wan hold on. but he didn show me that he wan hold on, casue he dun care. during this period, i am at my lowest part of me. i feel damn sad, no one pei me, no one chat with me. and wat he do, he play maple, spend his time on that, and also sleep late i believe.
3 more weeks to end of attachment. that fast. awaiting. but dun feel liek going back sch. lol. now got the H1N1 flu, which is orange zone le. zz, everyday, i in office, will read news online, and i saw so many country affected le. lucky spore didn get it yet, but have to be well prepare le, everyday measure twice in sch. lucky not in sch. some office also need take temp le, for RWS, dun need. maybe later need le ba. lol. yst, down with flu, and slight fever i think( body hot) but dun think is that H1N1 flu. now much better le.
this is when i start to feel is this the beginning of a new start, or a coming end? that night, i cry, and this is not the first time i cry for u at night, while i sleep. it hurts. though is not first time, but is the worse that i cry. i feel i cry badly. just cause, i got the stupid, silly thinking. i just cut short about wat i think.
yst, unlucky day, but cannot say so unlucky also. went for lunch, me and colleague, went down, at 12.02 instead of 12, slightly late abit, then, 1 of my colleague, jasmine, called say, bus full. lol. then ok, we wait for 1pm bus.then we go down, bus just go off. lol. unlucky sia. then decided go koufu, the beach there. we see, no bus, so wan walk de. walk up to the beach, is near, but very hot, and just nice, the bus come. hoho. good, so we take the bus lo. eat, slack abit and go back office.
i think of writing a letter to him, tell him say, break up ba, but i stil love him, a long one, then go car accident. then die le, i saw myself, the spirit go back to my house, saw my parent cry, then saw everything. lol. always say to this, my tears wan flow down. argh. but we are ok now. i wan u to know my feeling, but i cant let u know. i dunnoe y. if u still wan hold on to this r/s, which i also do, pls do something, show me that u really wan to hold on, and not just say. prove it to me. so far, all ur action show me that u dun care about me, with or without me, u also dun mind le, u can still live ur life to the fullness. if u dun need me, u let me know, i will let u go, even though i dunno y i dun wan let go. i will let u free. and again, pls keep ur promise, i hate liers, hate people who break promise, especially u. u need me to gain back ur trust, give me hope that this r/s still can go on de. u have to do ur part now, casue i going down anytime. i also dunnoe y i writing this when i feel he cant see it, or didn notice anything. haiz. anyone saw this, let me know. at least, i know u are reading it.

lastly, wan present u guys a song, my long holiday, i spend on watching video and doing of puzzle. lol. so get to know this song, rather nice. can ask me for it, if u like. :)

Pan Wei Bo - tong yi de yi han
Sheng xia wo men
Zuo zai an bian
Kan zhe ta yue zou yue yuan
Bai se xing xing
Ying zhe hai mian
Sha tan hao yuan

Er ta de xin
Qu le na li
Wo men dou wu neng wei li
Shi shei de shou
Neng qian ta
Hui lai

Tell she know
Don't think so
Ai shang le tong yi ge yi han
Huang ran ming bai
Na shi hou
Wei he yao
Dui bi ci wei nan

Tell me she knows
('coz) I don't think so
Wo men dou bu shu yu ta de ai
Bu neng zhong lai de shang hai
Wo men dou xue hui le shi huai

Liang ge peng you yi ge zui ai
Bu ke neng you de wei lai
Zhi shi jie ju que rang wo men ru ci yi wai
Yeah Ta de jue ding zhong yu tai man
Kan na wei xiao de an pai
Ni guai shei de cuo (shei de cuo)
Wo men dou (wo men dou) shi bai

Tell she know
Don't think so
Ai shang le tong yi ge yi han
Huang ran ming bai
Na shi hou
Wei he yao
Dui bi ci wei nan

Tell me she knows
('coz) I don't think so
Wo men dou bu shu yu ta de ai
Bu neng zhong lai de shang hai
Wo men dou xue hui le shi huai

Tell she know
Don't think so
Ai shang le tong yi ge yi han
Huang ran ming bai
Na shi hou
Wei he yao
Dui bi ci wei nan

Tell me she knows
('coz) I don't think so
Wo men dou bu shu yu ta de ai
Bu neng zhong lai de shang hai
Wo men dou xue hui le shi huai

does he knows......
but i dun think so....

week 7 of work. suffering. not happy week. haiz

2009-04-17T15:36:00.002+08:00

hello. this week is UAT, so i think i got nothing to do, cause user come and test ma, then my ic will go guide them and so on, so is like, should be no job for me. but nv did i think that, got work for me le. haha. lol. and the job is edit test script. lol. many prob. zzzz. so have to edit almost all again. diao. that the reason y i am quite busy for this week. lol.

their UAT quite fast. i think 3rd day, they almost finish le, as in my dept de. i say my ic can go lunch break le. haha. thought they will be busy with UAT for whole week de. lol. yup. then i edit finish around hmm, wed ba. finish le. then i ask my ic, then wat i must do. he say, "think tml, (which is thur), u can go test again". LOL test again. zz. then i ask him UAT finish le ar, he reply me say, "hmm, about to finish le, left afew only". so fast sia. lol. so now i am doing testing again. zzzzz. very sianz le. i have to see the script which i view many times, and test again, and the prob is everytime i test, i have to see properly again, despite i know some of the steps already. lol.

i scare got any chances need make, then didn change, then later, the next UAT, again got prob. then i gg le. but next UAT dun think i am here le. lol. finish attachment. but wan do well lo. casue my ic not bad la, treat me good. think he get shoot by the user, but didn give me bad face, so have to do well for him. lol.

BUT i super sianz of testing le. lol. and i am doing very slow. diao. everyday was like, come to work,breakfast, do work and chat, then lunch, go for lunch break, back, chat and do testing, ten 6, off from work. lol. i wan do diff things. lol.

also,got do those hmm, admin admin de, like paste paper on the wall, casue too sunny. lol. this week, i very tired. lol. bth. haha. still got 5 weeks to go. have to hold on. lol. ok see ya.
why, why cant u make me happy? i am suffering this week. everyday, i am not happy at all. cant u see i not happy? cant u see y i not happy? and ur promise break after a few days. maybe not ur promise but u break ur words. say didn play maple le, but u still play within few days, or even just 1 day after that? then u play game le, didn go sleep, talk to me, then wan sleep. i dunnoe how. i this week very tired le. going to break down. i now was trying to make myself sick. once sick, u will care for me more, and wont make me not happy. and i am trying to. trying to make me real sick, big sick, mon dun need go work. i dunnoe how. cant u just make me happy? y must u day by day make me not happy with ur action that u did. cant really see? 1 week le, and is all the same thing that make me not happy. argh. i feel like dying. i wan a break le, bth. hurt my heart alot alot. haiz.

guy just dun understand gals well. haiz
pls do understand gals. is impt.
trust me

small update

2009-04-09T09:15:00.002+08:00

hi. updated. haha. dunnoe wat to say. next time then updated.

just a few things about work, i have been busy, last fri and this mon, tue. help them to prepare everything, for the pre-uat test. (uat stands for user acceptance test.) and i hear is PRE only. lol. so there will be another FINAL UAT test which by that time, we are gone. haha. so have been real busy. on tue i think, i didn go for lunch with my colleague. too busy, then went down, ownself eat. lol.

6 weeks had passed, tml, holiday, finally there's a holiday coming up. and 6 more week, end of attachment. actually quite fast. lol. and i think i will be doing testing for that 6 weeks again, shall wait and see. haha. ok see ya. nothing much to write. just come in to updated a little. bye.

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week 4

2009-03-25T08:19:00.002+08:00

hihi. i am to update my blog. just for the sake of my reader. haha. but i wont say much. hm, it been week 4 le. going to end soon. haha, but still got like 8 week plus, dunnoe how to go through sia, imagine, now we got nothing to do, and all the 8 week, we have nothing to do, just come work and sit there, stare at com, chat with people who online, surf net. zzz. boring lifestyle. lol.

this 2 day, i have been busy. busy testing the system. and i can say i finish testing le ba. lol. fast huh? got some, my ic got take over and test also. so quite fast la. actually my deadline is today must finish the work but i finish yst. lol. how i know? cause yst, i have to go in to the coldest room i ever been,( testing room) then only got me and my oic.( can say he is 1 of them ba) (later explain more) then he ask me i am doing wat now, then he got all our schedule so he told me, i suppose to finish by today, but i finish already, and he say, so fast ar? haha. so today, i dunnoe i got anything to do ma. lol.

ok, i shall explain abit about my ic or oic. dunnoe y, people have 1 oic, me have 2. lol. both tc of us. when we sign our log book, we go for the oic, but our schedule is from another oic. so in the end, we is like having 2 oic. then ok, our oic dun provided us with work. my dept got 3 interns, then each 1 will have 1 so called in charge(ic) who give us work to do. but me, diff again. i have 2 ic. lol. so i is like, hmm, can find 2 people see got any work for me ma. haha. but usually i will ask the first one, who give me job first, casue i think he is my real ic ba. lol. as in, the another one, is the smaller rank de, i think. haha. very blur? ok, then just skip reading this part. haha. oops, but u have read it le. lol. :)

this 2 days, he bought me breakfast. :) so sweet. haha. lol. yup, nothing much le. good morning, let begin my day with a smile. :) tc. bye.

i dunnoe whether should i write it down or not. ever since, u tell me ur feeling fade, my heart has broken le. u will nv fade feeling for me b4. last time, u say, u wont lie to me, but now, u say so many lies. which some, i cant accept it. i promise not to angry, yup, i will not be angry in front to u, but my heart does. which casue me not to sleep at mon night. my mind is too heavy le, keep thinking of the lies u told me. u lose my trust in u, completly and now, i hoping to gain ur trust again. pw tell me to love myself more, i will try now. if not, i will get hurt badly. b4 u tell me the lies, i always wan to be with u, nv say break up, but u keep wanting to. i dunnoe y. do u feel happy, if we really break? u dun think of my feeling, neither do u think of me. u keep say i wan change u, but i actually is wei ni hao. is for ur future, not mine. wat for i think for u so much, and u dun appreciate it? i should not think for u anymore, i should think for myself, dun waste so much brain cell for u le. soon, my feeling also will fade, which i hope not to. hope we will be fine till u finish army. haiz. those who can read this, pls tell me. i will glad to know who can read this para

i love u :)

working

2009-03-17T08:36:00.012+08:00

hello. i am here to update my work, together with my sch result. :) also, if i got the lastest news of darling, driving test, i will also post it up. :)

first of all, result. hmm, i didn expect my result to turn out this, cause i didn expect it. but overall, i feel is good. i admit i slack more this sem than last sem. but my result is better than last sem. lol. also dunnoe y. maybe this sem module easiler? or is it, use to it, study very hard for the exam le? haha. i got 2B+, 3A and 1 DIST. hmm, i feel is not bad la. the best of all sem. haha.

after viewing my this sem result, i go view all sem, wa, i notice something, as each sem pass by, my result getting better and better. lol. last time, lst sem, all my grade was like C and D only, no A or B. damn sad la. then slowly result got better le. :) aim to get 3 for gpa, but didn got it, almost there, so must do well in attachment to get high grade le. :)

this week is the 3rd week of work le. that fast. time fly pass real fast. we still have 9 more week to finish attachment, which i think was real fast. lol. it has been 3 week le, yet, i didn really do much things. lol. is like, hmm, do editting of document, print document. no more. lol. but at least better than do nothing. haha. hmm, nothing much about work, just as i say, wake early, prepare to come to work, then after that, do my work till 12, or rather, countdown til 12, then go for lunch, then next, countdown for 6 , then off to work. haha. nothing much, or interesting stuff. hehe.

last fri, had class gathering, but is like, not class gathering. diao. only about 10 turn up. we meet up after our work, then go to yuki yaki eat. ex sia. lol. had our chit chat session there. haha. we stay there long. about 3h plus. diao. then got the DIY ice cream, hm, i can say, is fun only, not really nice to eat. haha. then we gals, pw, sy, me we dunnoe how to make, so is like, do till dunnoe like wat. haha. is fun la, real fun. then casue late le, so dun feel like going home le, therefore, we went out. decide where to go for very long. zz.

decided to go to the haji lane ar? si sha? dunnoe how say the place. hmm, is more of a chit chat place lo, like night, no where to hang out, can go there. hmm, ok la. then after that .................. ( dun wish to talk anymore) morning, catch first few train home, and home sweet home. :):)

tiring sia, nowadays, i have to sleep early, cant like b4, always sleep at 1 le. cause need wake early, go work, then work cant sleep, not like sch, can fall asleep. haha. so i at most, 11 have to sleep le, if not cant tahan sia. lol.

now work, also no time pei him le. casue i off to work, he go to work, then after his work, so late le, also tired le. therefore didn really meet him le. how i hope, he can get a full time/part time job, like work in the morning till evening that kind, then we can meet after work. also, he can have a income in the future. (hope u read this, and know wat to do)

ya that all. going off le. :) haven start work yet, cause cant log in to the system. zz. always got prob, then have to wait for them to help me solve. so now, nothing to do. :), go chat le. :)

blogging in office

2009-03-09T10:27:00.002+08:00

yo, i am in office now. currently, nothing to do. lol. sianz. dun noe wat to do, also dun dare to do other things too. lol. casue behide me, got many staff sitting and work. lol. just now, got orientation, talk about the company and stuff, then come back, wan go in the room which i always go in to do my work, now cant go in, cause they meeting. zz. i saw them sitting around and light off. lol

so now, i do nothing. diao. very boring.

last week, i start my attachment. can say fun la. cause got work to do. and my work is like, do for 3 days or so de. lol. hmm, basically, so far, i am reading the thick document which is about 500 pages, and then edit the document. as in update it. casue that is the oldest version. then took 3 days to do. haha. is alot de lo. then on fri, just nice, i finish everything, then this week, they got things to do, as in, test the system, so i will be joining them. however, they now meeting. lol. dun dare go in disturb them. so now, i aimless. dunnoe wat i can do. only thing is to wait. lol. i think i can wait till lunch then can go eat lunch le. haha

today, we plan to stay in office, eat cup noodle. haha. anyway, now raining big, so go out also not very good. so eat in office ba. :) that all. hehe. see ya another day. :) bye

long post about wat i am doing reently

2009-02-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

hello. i am back. hehe. hmm, busy la, so didn blog. haha. didn really rest at all. lol. my sch end at around early feb, then a few days later, exam comes, it last for about 2 weeks, then next, should be our holiday le, which currently, still is, but it only last for 1 week. lol. after this week, all of us will be starting our sch, or attachment. so fast sia. omg. too fast le, no time to buy clothes yet, no time to really enjoy, no time to go out with frez. wa, pack sia. haha.

casue my holiday only last for 1 week, so i plan till it full full. hehe. mon, i have my last paper, then after that, go out with him, watch movie and eat steamboat. then tue, i have to go back to sch, for briefing, then after that, i go home rest. wed, i need to go to my company which i attach to( tell u more about my company later) and submit the form, also to know how to go there, so that, first day, we wont miss our way there. then go home, rest awhile, then go bbq, with him.

2 person bbq. haha. hmm, can say fun, cause only we 2, wan eat wat and stuff, we 2 buy our food and cook ourself. but cause 2 people, so everything, handle by us only, like start fire, only we 2, then cook, and carry the things, also we 2 only. lol. then like, we have to entertain each other, no other people entertain us. haha. but is fun la, we have our own time together and stuff. :) we very budget on this bbq. haha. as long as our house got wat, we bring along, then dun need to spend on buying. haha. so we spend like only $50 plus, for everything, including booking of bbq pit. hohoho. till next morning then home. so damn tired.

then afternoon, wake, go to sch again. for briefing again, and know our LO( hmm, teacher in charge) and our OIC( officer in charge). ya. so coincidence is that, my LO is ms cher, who taught me b4 and also is my neighbour. lol. good, so can easy chat with her. :) and ya, my company i am attach to, is resort world. know wat company is that? is at sentosa, the casino company. :) at first, on tue, when i know i post to that company, i was quite happy, cause it look very grand and should be fun. but after thur, i know my pay which is $500 per month, i feel ok only. lol. cause most of my classmates get more than $500, like $600?, $700? wa. alot sia. lol. think the lowest i hear is $450. but all the company they got, is like well known company, hear b4 de, so quite good la. haha. hope will do well in the company, and wont sent back. haha. instead, will call back from them, asking me to go work with them after i graduate. hohoho. the working time is 8.30 to 6. long sia. lol.

i will be doing software testing, hmm, if i am not wrong, is test their system and stuff and hmm, know more about their system, which i am working under the casino management dept. haha. mean wat, i will be knowing more about casino after i finish my attachment. hehe. should be fun then, but too bad, didn stick to my frez, which was post to the same company. but should be able to see her ba,when work, casue the company office, vry small. lol. mon, we will be touring around the office. hehe.

but there a prob, sentosa le, wat should i eat for my lunch? lol. so ex the food there, then lunch hour only 1h, how go out eat, when there are timing for the shuttle bus. zzz. only can stick at the cafe there and eat only. lol. hope the cafe food is good and cheap then. lol. then night, go out with him, see clothes, formal clothes. bought pants only.

today, went out with poly frez, to buy our formal clothes, hmm, got buy la, all of us, but i haven bought my clothes yet, nothing much. maybe tml, go out with sec frez, then go see see. :) no $ le, so need save le, and cant anyhow spend le. lol. today, cause they come down to chinatown buy, so i drive the car. haha. drive them to chinatown, then hmm, ok la, at first, scare, then slowly, wa, i feel fun again, just like when i drive the car during my lesson. haha. so fun. and i love my parking, 1 time, go in le. hehe. and is prefect de wo. :) haha. feel very fun, after today drive the car out. but spend alot of $. :x cause need park and ERP, so $ go to goverment easily. lol.

next mon, start work le. if u ask me, am i ready, i will say no. if u ask me am i excited, i will say yes. if u ask me am i nervous, i will say yes. if u ask me am i happy, i will say yes. is time for me to work and earn $ le, enough of spending $, time to earn and save $.

on tue, my bro ask all our sibling out, then give us a talk, say we old le, parent also old le, now is the time where we have to start thinking and start to earn money, earn smart and give back to parent, let them feel safe, feel comfortable in living at the house without spending $, and can stay at home, rock, without working anymore but also will have $ rolling in from 5 of us. really give me a good talk, and wake me up from my dream. i should work hard le, not play hard. jia you. i can save as much money as i can. :) hehe. ok, the post is long without pics. lol. lazy to post pic, so just words. i might be more busy when i am working le. so no time to go out le, no time spend $ le. haha. so this is the time where i can save lots of $. haha.

jia you, for those who start atachment on mon, and those who do final year project on mon. let jia you together. :) see ya. bye.

time to learn smart
time to save money
time to be clever
time to be independent
time to have a working lifestyle
time to stay free. o.o

busy days

2009-01-19T12:43:00.004+08:00

hello. so long didn blog le, here to blog cause now, i nothing to do. hehe. have been real busy with my life with all those projects, going out shopping for CNY clothes( though i shop finish le, but gals like shopping, so no choice, have to shop more, and buy more if i like. haha) and of course, house cleaning.

yst, my family and i have just clean finish my room. only my room, take us whole day to clean. haha. lol. busy and tired. after that, no mood to do anything le, casue tired le. but i manage to do some studies at night, cause today got test. lol. then hmm, something happen last night, which i cant sleep till 2 am or so, then today, wake at about 8. omg. tired. head going to spin anytime. lol. and i dun expect myself to have enough sleep for this week, and maybe next week. so good luck to me, cindy. lol.

nowadays busy with project, whenever we have breaks in between, we will use it to do our project, then hmm, or else, stay back and do. last sat, we even come to sch and do project. lol. tiring, but have to if not no time to do. then whenever got prob, we cant continue le, like now, have to wait for teacher but teacher are always not free. lol. so we can do nothing but to wait for them. zzz

many test also coming up, so have to study lo. then hmm, CNY around the corner, or can say, 7 more days. busy sia. i check my timetable for this week le, fully book. hm, since got time, i shall roughly say my timetable out. haha

today and tml, lesson till 6. maybe stay for project after that. then wed, end at 1, but might do project, if not, go home study for test on thur. thur, presentation on 1 project, 1 test and the day end at 7.3o or even 8 or more for the night lec. then fri, end at 4 plus, then go out with him, celebrate my birthday. sat, most likely, at home, spring clean the house again,( 2 more room to go) then sun, my birthday. :) hmm, dunnoe the plan, but confirm night, go my aunt house, eat reunion dinner, also celebrate my birthday. my mum dun wan my relative to know is my birthday, but i hope they know. if they know, they will pao hong bao for me. hahah. then got extra hong bao for this year le. hehe. so hope they know. haha.

then next mon and tue is CNY le. woo.

lastly, 2009 is not really a good year for me. hope next few month will be good. :) see ya. bye.

countdown: 6 days to my birthday,
6 days, 23h,59 min, 59 sec to CNY.
happy new year to all in advance. :)

merry christmas and happy new year to all.

2008-12-28T12:54:00.002+08:00

hello, today is the last day of holiday. sad. sch starting which means, have to wake early le. my holiday, i always sleep very long, and wake up late sia. tml sch starting, i dunnoe can wake ma. lol. sure tired de for first week or so. zz

christmas just over not long ago. hmm, then next upcoming event will be the new year, 2009. after that, will be chinese new year. also, b4 CNY, is my birthday. haha. dunnoe should i say happy or suai, my birthday fall on the CNY EVE. diao. which means, if i didn go out on my birthday, i will be helping my family, cleaning the house. lol. and when people countdown for CNY, i countdown for my birthday to end. zzz. sianz sia. but hope my birthday will be great for me. hehe.

ok, new year resolution. actually i dunnoe wat is my resolution le. haha.but i do read my last year, the resolution, hmm, some come true le. hehe. happy. :) nothing much, same old wish, hope my result will be better and better, stay with my family more, stay with my darling more, stress-free( oo, abit hard. haha), had a wonderful year ahead and lastly, hope each year goes pass, i will enjoy it more. :):):)

ok, going to do my stuff le. see ya. :) merry christmas and happy new year to all. :)

merry christmas
happy new year
countdown: 28 days to my birthday. :)
love u, darling.

family back, tp pass. double happiness. :)

2008-12-17T16:01:00.005+08:00

hello. yst suppose to be posting up a post de, but i didn save, then blogger got prob, so all gone. lol. so now post again. zz. ok, first of all, i passed my tp, which is the driving test. hehe. happy till siao. i was so nervous, so scare la, when i wake till take my result. wa, scare i fail, how should i go face my family, how much must i pay again, to go take another tes date and so on. i now left with not much $ le, so cant afford to pay anymore, if i fail. eventually, i passed. hahahahahah. yeah. i can drive le. :)dun need spend money on the driving center there le. haha. but dad dun allow me drive, say 1 month later, when really get my license then can drive. lol. but yst night, bro got bring me drive awhile my house here. hehe.

b4 my tp, i got a driving lesson, practise de, hm, make a lot of mistake such as cross white line, instructor say u-turn, i make a right-turn, and so on. dunnoe wat i'm thinking. haiz. then parking also not say very good. make me very worry, till dun feel like eating lo. then hmm, warming up, the instructor tell me which tester is good and bad. then he say got 1 very young one, think 30 plus only, he is the good one, and guess wat, i got him. haha. then the test route i got, is hmm, i always drive that route. so roughly know how the road is like. then wa, ok. he tell me not to be nerous and so on. then i just follow his instruction and go.

after drive finish the road, he ask me go back, i was wondering, y so fast. omg. cause instructor got tell me say, if got immediate fail, then the tester also dun wan waste time le, just tell u go back. then i so worry lo. but actually is drive finish le. zzz. ok la, feel confident, casue didn really make big mistake. then while waiting for result, so scare, he tell me the mistake i make, then after that, he flip the paper over, and i saw the 'PASSED' word. wa. happy liao. haha. then go do the license. :)

while waiting, i sms my family members and frez. those who didn recieve my msg, read through my blog. hehe. but not really happy, cause he is not there with me. :( cant share my joy with him, only through sms. haiz. if he is there, yst will be my greatest, happiest day in my life le. :)

i know the next few paragraph is a delay post, but stil, i am going post it. :)

my family is back from beijing. woo. they are finally back, back with not much things, but more of food. and the food was like, hmm, same food. after eating for a few days, abit sianz le. haha.
now my house more noisy le. :)

holiday start le. hmm, but it has already pass 3 days le. lol. left like 11 more days to enjoy, or rather, to complete all our work, project which need to be done, b4 sch reopen. lol. going be busy ba. aiyo. ok ba. that all. bye

happy.....
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just when i need u, u are not there.

crying away

2008-12-08T16:22:00.004+08:00

a sad post. :(

so lonely sia, at home. haiz. how i wish my house now wil be very lively with my bro disturbing me and so on. lol. so quiet, only the tv sound now. and worse of worse is yst night.

i also dunnoe y, i was doing my notes, then suddenly, i break down. lol. my mind suddenly stop and thinking of alone. the whole house, not say too big or too small, only contain me alone. haiz. then whenever i think i am alone, my tears will gather up together, and slowly flow down. haiz. (like now)

yst night, really, too quiet le, and worse come to worse, i force myself to sleep, though not tired, and hmm, crying to sleep. :( i dunnoe i miss my family or wat, but my tears just flow. lol. make me no mood to study sia. lol.

when i need u, u r not there for me. :( u didn come accompany me cause of a reason. lol.

today, i am alone at home again, i going make myself busy, by hmm, studying, doing housework, clean the house, or watch tv and movie. once i am busy, i wont think of anything le, and my tears wont flow down my cheek. today very cold. coldest day. lol. if i am not wrong, yst night, it was raining heavy, till this early afternoon then stop. lol. and i dun see any sun at all, just wind keep coming in from my window. lol. so cold sia. zzz. ok, go back to study le. :) i am fine after i write it all down. no worries. :)

i miss them
quickly come back.
cant live without my family
lol
guys just dun understand gals well. haiz.

yo, spore zoo. fun :)

2008-12-01T23:45:00.007+08:00

hi. i am back. :) been busy with my test. test after test, lack of sleep sia. brain cell going to use finish le. lol. next week still have 2 more test, b4 term break. waaaa.

hmm, on sat, went to zoo with darling. casue he no work, (which is very rare.) so we decide to go zoo. hehe. 1 person about $18. we went to there, of course to see animal. haha. then hm, also go there see see lo, casue very long didn go there le. :). hm, shall not talk much, let the pic do the talking ba. :) sit back and enjoy.

( white tiger, the most popular de. haha. casue of the man get eaten by them. lol. however, i see them very cute. haha. doesnt seem like they will eat human that kind. so cute lo. :P)

( get eaten by white tiger. :))

( act ke lian so that white tiger wont eat him. haha)

(pretty white swan)

(i like this pic, nice. :))

(eating big durain, think he use 1 year eat also haven eat finish. lol. craving for it. )

(he and the monkey, nose to nose. hahahaaha.)

(years ago, the long last extinct leave behide their hands. :))

(batman bro, the bat. lol)

(butterflies, so many. when went it, it is so beatiful, so romantic. ooooohh)

( only parrot there staying with the butterflies. lol)

(feeding each other while waiting for the boat)

(woo, can see the boat behide me?? )
(in the boat. nice bg. :) i dunnoe y i not looking at the camera. lol)

(hmm, dunnoe wat is this, colourful mmonkey?)

(take pic with the small elephant. hehe. cute.)

(small kan-ge-ru. haha.)

(he/she was looking at us, taking pic. woooo)

( end of our journey. :))

overall, ok lo, walk alot inside the zoo, seen almost all animal, but all was either sleeping or hiding. lol.

my family go off to beijing le. :( so sad, send them off in the morning, yst. wake at about 5.30, then, hm, take 1 cab plus a car, (my 1st bro didn go) go airport. then we eat breakfast, about 8, they go in le. :(.

then i stay in airport, wait for him to come. then we stay at airport for a while only, casue i very tired. haha. then i say let go home ba. go sleep. haha. really very tired, then go home, sleep for about 45 mins, b4 going to sch. haha. lol. then the day end late. lol. just nice, my hp no batt, cant msg. zzz.

went home, so lonely, no one at home. lol. then watch tv and study abit for the test tml, which is today. hehe. ok la, that it. see ya, waiting for my family to come back on 12/12. which is like 7 more days. wa, that long. lol. bye.

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2008-11-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

yo. this week, abit busy. need to prepare presentation for project. then ned study for test. so far, not yet study. omg. tml, i need study le, if not no time for me study. too packed. later tell u y. lets recall a few days ago, wat i do. :)

hmm, on sat, we went to eat seoul garden after our work. hmm, very ex, dun ever eat seoul garden during weenend, casue very ex. lol. but we still eat. hm, didn really eat much. then he saw me bored, so do something. lol. abit lame. haha

he use those food to do this. and say is me. zzz. hmm, if u see properly, the eyes, 1 big 1 small. know y? cause someone beat me, in my eyes, therefore, it swollen. haha. the someone, u should know who u are. haha. the thing on the hair is a hair pin. lol. hahahaha. ok la, quite bo liao. hehe.

we take this photo b4 leaving that place. :)

yup, then on tue, had presentation, a demo de, but teacher treat it too seriously till, omg, stress all of us. zzz. he make us, change our proposal again, and he wan everything to be prefect. lol. then got extra lesson, hmm, can say is a make up lesson ba. until 7.30. after that, go down to city hall meet him. however, on the way, he make me angry, from excited, to angry. lol. wan me to say out??? haha.

ok, say abit, after i leave sch, we was msging, then he say, y i didn pick up his phone, where, i dun feel any vibration. lol. in his msg, was fierce de lo. then he ask me to call him. i call, cant call. lol. my phone got prob. then i on and off again, only then, then can call. he call me, ask me where am i, then he say, wan surpris me but cant le. then i ask him, where is him, he say at commonwealth. huh? y is he at commonwealth le. lol. he say, he at there wait for me, which is the wrong way to my sch, or from my sch go back home ba. lol. then he take cab down. zzz. so fierce lo. :(

after that, we meet le, we didn really talk. then he bring me to food court, he say, he go buy something, back with a cake. lol. then ok, then after that, he tell me, he act angry de. zzz. LOL. diao sia. then we ok le. :)

( the cake. 11/11, wat a nice day. :) hope we can last till 11/11/11. haha. :):):) hapy 3rd month :))

( act cute. haha)
( me with the cake )

it is a cheese cake, which i dun really like eat cheese de, so hmm, i eat abit, he also, then give him bring back home. haha. then we head to the movie. tropic thunder. yup, not a bad show la, but hor, i tired, then fall asleep. lol. cant bring me to wtch movie, i will sleep. haha. hor? hehe.

ok, i got an bad encounter on mon. it happen real fast, and end fast too. also, it is my first time, i encounter this. and at that time, i was damn scare, i have a lose of my mind at that time. after i say it out, it remind in my mind and whenever i recall, it seem like a nightmare to me. really. it will remind in my mind, until dunnoe when then will disappear. haiz. so unlucky can. lol.

i went to bugis, to buy jeans for him, for our 3rd month, yup. then after buying, i ta bao dinner back, and head home. was waiting for bus, at bugis junction the bus stop there. wait for quite a long time. then bus came, went up. then suddenly, i feel that my bag was being touched, then i look behide, i saw something, from my bag was somehow, drop or stolen from someone. omg, at that time, i dunnoe wat to do. my mind blank for a few sec. then i saw him, (he is a china man, about 30, quite short and thin de. if u happen to saw him, beware of ur things), he didn run, maybe cause he thought i dunnoe, that y he quickly walk away only. then i go down the bus and ask from him. and he give me back. omg

i take and go up the bus le. this is my first time, it happen to me, i dunnoe wat to do. i am really dunnoe wat to do, therefore, didn do anything to him. then in the bus, i was thinking, how come he steal my hp? how come his target is me? y i didn beat him? y i didn take my drink and pour over to him? y i didn be more fierce and call the police? haiz. i was thinking all the way till i am home, and of course, tears flow while i was thinking. of course, i also curse that guy hard, fall down, get catch by police, all those bad things all happen to him. argh.

home, i tell my family. they all was like, huh, how come, didn call police, beat him, and so on. haiz. lucky, i got back my phone, if not, i die sia. from that on, it will be my night mare, will be more careful. never ever will i let people steal my things anymore. then tell pw, sy, xm the next day. they were like, also same reaction, huh, y and so on. haha. really a bad encounter sia. omg.

ok, back to this week, as i say, i busy with stuff ahead. got the formal presentation on this coming tue, and shi hui birthday, then on mon and wed, got test. this sat, go for work, and facial( pw won a price by the new york skincare de, then can bring 1 fre go along to do facial for free. hehe. so she bring me along.) then sun, his dad birthday. then next next week, got another 2 test. woo. busy busy schedule ahead. and i haven study for my test. omg. tml, after work, back home to study le. hehe. ok ba. that all i wan blog. see ya. byebye. :)

( done by pw :) nice? haha. frez forever. :))

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(ok la, nothing much to write, so write dots. haha. lol.)

posting late entry

2008-11-04T10:14:00.006+08:00

C - Cause u are cute
I - In watever way u are
N - And so caring till i want to
D - Die for u,
Y - Yesterday Night

P - Provided u love me with all heart and ur souls,
O - On top of it,
H - Having a good heart is more important then

B - Being a selfish person who always blame People
O - Over small things,
O - Over Big things,
N - And over nothing.

H - HaHa,
O - Only u understand me,
N - And .....
G - Going love u now and forever!^_^

By : Terrence ^_^ Cute hol LOL!

T - Terrence is an
E - Easy going
R - Retart
R - Remember
E - Everytime get bully by Cindy,
N - And
C - Cindy always
E - Entertain him by

L - Laughting like Donkey o.O!
I - I, which is Terrence
M - Myself always pei her by

M - Mooing like a cow, and she agreeds that
I - I look cute
N - And handsome o.O
G - Going on... I tink if Cindy u read this u will

X - Xiang my bf si bu si siao liao
I - I can tell u that,
A - Always
N - Never leave you, never
G - Going be =)

By : Terrence ^_^

haha., nice peom by him. :) some things inside are true, however some are not true. haha.

yup. i forget to blog about beijing trip. my family, going to beijing. i wan to go, but i cant. haiz. at that time, iwas so sad. sianz sia. beijing le, a beautiful place, but i didn get to go. and think, i dun be able to go le. haha. casue my parent go there a few times le. this time, they wan go there, cause my dad say there now very nice, casue of the olypmics. aiyo. then they going beijing and some other place for 8 days sia. omg. on 4 dec to 12dec. haiz. all my family go except my big bro and me. then i will be alone for 8 days. lol. haha. sianz le. I WANT GO BEIJING. my mum take leave b4 my holiday, which is 1 dec to dec 15. while my holiday is dec 15 to dec 25 or so. lol. they back, i holiday le. haha.i also cant dun go sch, casue that period is test and all those presentation dates. so cant go. if not, i skip sch, and off i go le. :(.

then my 3rd bro, he thinking wan go ma, in the end, he go, then always suan me, and so on. haha. then i keep on saying, "dun go la, accompany me, go working better." haha. lol. 1 more month, they going off. that's fast. zzzz. ok la. independent for 8 days ba. :( haha.

last wed, went to buy frame, and then go his house do puzzle. do till, he go work. after that, i pei him go work, then go off. but i didn go home, i go back to his house. haha. continue the puzzle, also surprise him. when he back, he was shock sia. haha. lol. then we go eat dinner b4 going home. :) hehe.

last fri, go eat steamboat again. lol. this time, eat lesser. 1 reason is casue, we need go work le, 2nd reason is maybe cause, we eat too fast ba. so didn much as last time. :) then went to work. ok la, quite relax, after that, went to watch a movie. hehe. long time no watch le. watch the 'sing to the dawn'. okok only. cause got read the books so somehow, know the story line abit. then go home le. woo. then after that, didn meet him le. :(

sat, went out with shi hui, siew hui and wan fuan. abit last min. haa. so meet at about 4. then hmm, go to UE square eat the wat korean food, however, it 6 then open so we decide to go over to its neighbour, and eat. haha. after eating, we walk to chinatown and buy those threats, ( siew hui de) then went down to bugis. do some shopping ba. :) at about 10 plus then go home. hehe.

this is the 4th week le. that fast. soon, going to have all those test and presentation on week 6. omg. will be tiring le. wooo. hmm, ok, see ya. bye. :)

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woo. delay post.

2008-10-30T09:14:00.009+08:00

hello. long time no blog le. hehe.i wanted blog long ago, but was wait for for pic, therefore, didn blog. now, i take my photo le, so will blog. hehe. on the 23 oct, after sch, went over to shi hui baby boy birthday. hehe. hm, quite fun. haha. the birthdayboy is so cute lo. omg. let the pic do the talking then. :)

(the cake :))

( 2 kids. the boy is shi hui baby. so cute. omg. )
(whole family. the gal will be the boy gf next time. haha)
( the guys take with birthday boy. )
( look like couple sia. lol)

( 3 red shirt. haha )

( our chilren???)

( she dun wan come down. haha. like super glue lik that. )

( hmm, the gal mum and shi hui sis not forgotten, birthday boy. :))
( we gals. not looking at the correct place, cause got 3 camera at that time. lol. )
( and lastly, we 4 gals. weeee)

next is siew hui's 19 birthday. old le. haha. going hit 20 le. haha. morning, went with family to eat dim sum. i think is last min de, my parent happen to see newspaper, which show that, 50% off dim sum, so they wake all of us up and we go eat. is at the shaw tower there. ok la, the fod not bad, but the price, hmm, still ex. haha. then my dad drop me at cine, where, i am meeting siew hui there.

however, she come late, is damn late that kind. suppose to meet at 1, but she come only at 2.30 which we all reach already, left her. haha. but we cant do anything, cause she is the BIRTHDAY GAL. that day princess only. haha.

( taken when the food just came.:))

we went to bugis on fri night, just b4 her birthday, and go shop for a set of clothes for her. we plan to buy just shirt, but then thinking, she got any shoes to wear to pei this dress ma, so go buy shoes, then think, got any bag ma. lol. then buy also. haha. on her birthday, she wear everything is wat we bought for her. haha. below is the pic we bought for her. :)

( full suit. princess huh?)

( zi lian. haha)

( her birthday cake. :))

( she so happy. wee.)

(dun cry. too touched le. haha. lol)

( making wish, think her wish come true le. haha. )
( the cake is ice cream, too hard. but yummy. :))
( me and birthday gal. hehe. happy birthday. )

( lastly, we take this pic, b4 we leave the place. group photo, without shi hui, cause she dun wan come in. :( )

( gals vs guys. lol)

( pri sch frez. :))

yup, the rest, i lazy blog le. haha. this is the most recent de. lastly, i have edit my blog, edit till u all cant copy and paste my purple words and see wat it is le. if u have a way to see, then good for u. haha. if not, then too bad le, look at the words, and guess wat is that words ba. ( like this more fun. hahahahaha) ok see ya. bye. :)

i do get emo

i am always happy when i am with u

but when not with u, i will somehow feel ok.

then when u make me feel sad or wat, i will feel not happy

my mood always change

and i dunnoe y

i hope my mood wont always change.

haiz. sorry, for making u sianz, sometimes. haiz

sch starts tml. sianz

2008-10-12T15:13:00.002+08:00

hello. tml, start sch le. haiz. finally start sch le, after a 6 weeks break. i dunnoe should i say is a long break or a short break. 6 weeks, an say long, but is like very fast finish le. haven enjoy finish, then my holiday finish le. so fast. omg. i can say, i enjoy my holiday la, casue almost everyday go out, but didn go out with frez, very little. last sem the holiday, we keep on going out, out for mahjong session if got nothing to do. haha.

sch tml start le. feel sianz le. dun feel like going to sch. haha. ok, let talk about the timetable. mon and tue, about the same, start at 9am, end at 6pm. only that, mon got 2h break, tue got 3h break. wed, always the shortest day, end at 1pm. then thur, start at 1pm, shook right, but end at 7.30pm. night class. haiz. then fri, also quite short, end at 3pm. hmm, ok la. got 3 days end late sia. think will be tiring for this coming sem.

on fri, had poly class bbq. but, alot didn come. haha. very few people. then cause very big wind, the fire start only at 8, and somemore, is not hot that kind. lol. so they( the guys) go do another 1, at about 9 then start bbq those food. ok la. play cards, and chat lo. then leave at about 10 plus. i go his house stay. sleep awhile only. he dun let me sleep. lol. then once sleep, sleep till 9am. oops. then go home. haha. sleep when reach home.

evening, go out with him, suppose to be ice skate, but too many people le, so didn go, watch movie instead. lol. then eat and so on. :)

oh ya, i finish my driving lesson le. yeah. happy . and have book my driving test on 16 dec. woo. coming soon. hope can pass on 16 dec, then can drive le. woo. hehe. i did drive my own family car a few times. haha. the feeling was, waa, so shook. just drive arond carpark, and then learn parking. hehe. driving is fun de, really, therefore, i must pass on 16 dec, then can drive le. hohohohoho.

later, going sing k with my family. first time sia. lol. should be fun. haha. hope fun too. :) ok, see ya. bye. see u guys tml when sch reopen. hehe. bye

u make me smile
u make me laugh
u make me feel happy
u also make me sad
u make me feel unhappy
u make me feel sianz sometimes
u make me feel good with u
u make me feel i cant live without u
u make me feel i miss u
u make me feel everything
u make all me
u are the one
only u
can make me feel all the feel

1 week post. :)

2008-10-04T21:30:00.004+08:00

hello.back. hehe. everytime back, i will post a long post. haha. hmm, casue alot to post, then also, no time post, therefore delay till 1 week, post all. hope u all dun mind. :) let start with some unhappy stuff. :)

working, on tue, everyone got their pay slip and get their pay at night. but for me, i did not get my pay, only payslip. and the prob is that, my pay, they give less 1 day pay. argh. then go tell them. yup. then go see my account, haven debit into my account sia. lol. then they say give cheque, next day, i get my cheque. haha. on fri, cause lack of people, then we have to bao all. hmm, me and a new gal, have to type 2 country, instead of 1 country. then me and her, is consist new de, lol. and we type so many. omg. about 300 plus piece. is like, damn alot. all of them help us. haha. too many le la. type very fast le. :) so tiring. then today, i do those easy job, photocopy and things. do till sianz, wan sleep. lol.

on wed, shi, hui, siew hui, wan fuan and me go out. we go celebrate wan fuan birthday. meet at 1, then sms siew hui, ask her where is she? she reply, i just woke up. lol. she forget that we meeting. lol. then she go prepare and so on,then come down, at about 3 plus. we eat our lunch only at 2.30 or so, cause alot of people( dunnoe y so many people, everywhere we go, sure need to wait for seats.) think is public holiday, that y. so we wait for half an hour. yup, then eat, buy cake for her, then go shop awhile b4 heading home.

( wan fuan with her cake. :))

we didn take photo together, forget. haha.

yup, on thur, go east coast park with terrence. we wan cycle de, but when reach there, eat finish, the sky is dark le. so we didn cycle le. we sit on the beach, then saw 1 guy, swimming back. wa, he swim damn far away, he not scare drown sia. lol. then when he come out of the water, he was like, dancing. lol. me and him, see him, is like, crazy that kind. then when he saw us, he act ps, go hide behide his bicycle. lol. then it rain le, so went to bowl and arcade. yup, after that, go beach there, sit. then he wrote this. lol.

( if u can see, there is a word, "cindy". cause too big, i cant take, so have to go behide take. haha.)

( this is wat he say to me:))

( our heart)

( emoing. haha)

aftr that, we go work le. hehe. standard routine. :):)

today, went work, then go gym, then eat with family. whole day out. hehe. tml, dim sum buffet with family. going fat le. if u saw me grow fat, dun be surprise. haha.

lastly, time table not out yet. argh. so slow sia. is like 1 more week, going start sch, but now still not yet out. haiz. cant see how our timetable. aiyo. sianz. ok, bye. see ya

While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating.
While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating.
While you were sleeping all I could do was smile.
While you were sleeping I watched you for a while.
While you were sleeping I always held your hand.
While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land.
While you were sleeping you would hold me near.
While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears.
While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part.
While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

yeah, tis week outing. :)

2008-09-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

hello. this week, go out almost everyday. hehe. wed, went out with my frez. 3 couple. haha. meet terrence(my bf), xm, jt( xm bf), pw and dom( pw bf). we meet at tampines and go find sy( she working at ikea.) we go eat first. eat pizza hut. hehe. then dunnoe how sit, in the end, we sit, gals facing the guys. haha. then chat chat. at about 3 plus, we sit shuttle bus and look for sy at ikea. then hmm, we chat with her. hehe.

(the 3 guys sitting, while waiting for we few gals to chat finish. haha)

( after chat awhile, we take photo. sy look lonely, standing at 1 corner)
(after that, she came out, and take 1 quick photo with us. haha.)
( this is when we about to leave, she go back to work. :))

after that, we go separate way le. pw go chalet, xm go movie and me go work.
on thur, go for driving. finally, i finish wat i have to learn already. woo. can say, ok la. parking, quite hard. but will feel happy when the car is in right position. hehe. yup. then after that, go his house. hmm, we watch movie, 'mirror', online. as i dun dare watch, i decide to watch online, and not in the cinema. hehe. not say that scary, more of disgusting. hehe. then i hungry, so he cook me wantan mee.

( this is he cook for me de)

not bad, quite nice, but i cant eat finish, cause too much le. hehe.

( this is taken b4 i eat. quite like this pic. :))
( the 2 baby rabbit he had in his house. )

then on fri, actually wan go east coast cycle de, but then raining. sianz. so we change plan to movie lo. cant think of anything le. spoil mood sia. haha. so we meet later also, then hmm, watched painted skin, ok la, not bad. then we slack, shop around, b4 heading to work.

( this is wat he bought for us. :))
( taken on our trip to work. ask him to smile, he smile til like this. lol. )

then hmm, traffic jam sia, cause of f1. most road close. nowadays, we always late for work, then the person in charge, susan, tell us not to be late and so on. like not very happy le, so we decide to go work early. haha. work at 6, but we reach at 5.45. haha. if not, later she not happy. then nowadays always leave late also, not like 7.30 or so leave le. she like purposely, make us stay longer. haha. lol. then go eat. we spend all our $ finish sia. diao. first time. hehe.

today, wake up at about 11 plus, get ready to work. hmm, ok la, learn new stuff today. susan wan me learn new stuff, so that next time, i can take over them if they cant work and so on. lol. think she ask wrong person to take over them. haha. cause sch will be starting soon, so hmm, is like, cant really work whole day le. so she still need ask other people learn those stuff again. haha. lol. yup. after go for this work, i feel that, i type abit faster le. haha. type more and more le, as in work. last time, type like 30 pieces or so, now like got 40, 50 pieces. hehe. feel happy. :) then today, lack of people, so help those who need help lo. :):)

( this is our shadow. haha)

after that went to his house to play mahjong. hmm, cause got his frez there playing ma. so go lo. ok la, didn really win, but b4 that, he already win $ so ok lo. he use that $ to eat for his, hmm, dunnoe is lunch or dinner. haha. cause we play finish then go eat, which is like 5 plus. then i go home after that. :)

was watching f1 just now, wa, not bad, nice. haha. see them drive the car, like we going to arcade drive like that. haha. speed was like 200 plus to 300 km/h. very very fast. hehe. ok la, go watch tv le. see ya. bye. :):):)

happy with u

enjoy going out with u

wan to be with u every min, sec

just missing u

malaysia trip. full

2008-09-22T13:52:00.002+08:00

back from malaysia. :) went there on sat morning, or early afternoon with parent, 3rd bro and small bro. we leave house at about 10 plus, then reach malaysia at about 12. book in to the hotel, wash up and go eat. first stage, the seafood restuarant. there is like a seafood place. so go there, must eat seafood, if not, not consider going there. :) we eat seafood for our lunch. hehe. ex sia. but the food ok lo. eat till vry full.

after that, go temple, pray. then walk abit. then when walking down to the hotel, we eat those small food. haha. like laska, ice kacang, and so on. then we saw a so called, pasar malam, selling alot of food, but cause we all very full le, so didn buy much, just buy abit, and then thought of later at night, come down eat.

we went back hotel and rest, at about 7, come down, omg, all close le. lol. they only sell till 7, after that, they went back home to eat, cause now is fasting period. lol. so we didn manage to eat it, so do the roti john which i like to eat everytime we go there. haiz. in the end, order alot of satay and eat. haha. then at about 9 plus, go back hotel. time to sleep le. hehe.

(small bro on the left and 3rd bro on the right playing swing happily. haha. my small bro laugh till like siao cause of something. haha. damn funny. )

me, and my 2 bro sleep on one bed, while my parent sleep on another bed. then i was like, sleeping next to the wall, 3rd bro sleep center, and small bro sleep outside there. then i was so squeeze. haha. no space sia. always wake up in the mid of the night.

then my dad wake all of us up, saying, it's 7 already. all of us, really wake up. then i hear, my mum tell my dad say, where got 7, only 3 plus. then i look at my phone, only 3 plus. zzzzz. then i go back to sleep. haha. my dad see wrong time i think. lol. then wake up at 7 plus, eat breakfast, go buy fish. happen to see this pic.

( guess wat is this big fish. )( is it more clear now? is a shark. baby shark. omg. first time, encounter shark. haha)
( and this is stingray. the face so cute. haha.)

then we go eat lunch at about 9 plus. lol. casue wan leave early, so eat early. full sia. omg

( this is the last place we went b4 heading home. a kampong place, but the food nice. :))

then head to spore. then went to my aunt house, celebrate a baby 1st month, stay there till night then back home. :):) all tired, all sleep early for yst night. haha.

today, no driving lesson, no work. just today, is rest day, is a day where i stay at home all day, then my bro all ask me, no driving ar, didn go out? haha. abit bored, but hmm, treat it as a break lo. tml, onwards, going out and work again. so if anything, sms me, might not online frequently le. :) now watching a korean show, ( intro by sy) ok, a sad show. ok la. try finish it by today. :) ok bye. see ya.

memories are always there

cant be earse

wan to earse also cant,

like super glue,

so have more happy memories than sad ones. :)

whole week busy.shedule. woooo

2008-09-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

hello. wa, have been busying this week, and the routine goes the same. haha. it goes like this, early in the morning wake up, prepare to go out of house, to driving centre, learn driving. everyday, go for 2 lesson,( only wed go for 1 lesson) then after that, will head down to bf house, slack there for awhile, b4 going off to work. haha. then after work, go eat b4 heading home. about the same routine goes for this 5 days of a week. haha

very tired, busy too, but i enjoy. firstly, talk about driving. hehe. driving is so fun. omg. i go driving everyday, till the instructor, see me also know me le. haha. and coincidence, the instructor is the same 2 instructor. haha. i learn alot, and complete alot of the session. so happy. hehe. but abit hard, need rem alot of things, those like parking, u-turn and so on, need to see when can turn and so on. woo. think by oct, my last day of booking, i can finish le, then can book tp already. :) yeah. hope dun wait for long. :):)

and now work, though 2h, but i feel fun. :) hmm, learn to type fast, and so on. today, i start do other stuff. suppose to do fax, but then, dun need lei, so go do those, hmm, can easy job, but tiring, cause alot of things to do. but ok la, fun. dunnoe how to express. haha. also, is doing with my bf, so afterall, also happy de. :):)

evryday go his house, but wed didn, thank to him lo. dun wan me go his house. haha. ( u ask me write this line :)) so in the end, i go home, and sleep awhile, and use com. do nothing. so sianz. haiz. haha.

then thur, went out with his frez, to watch movie, then late for work. was like late for about 1h, then susan( the person in charge) was like angry with us. cause is like 3 of us, working and 3 of us late without telling her in advance. lol. then after that, went to PS and eat pizza with my colleague. ok la, can see them quite friendly, they willing to wait for us finish our work, which is like, delay their time. haha. they like finish their work at 7 .45, while they wait for us till 8.30. haha. they are good people. hehe. :)

overall, this week fun, but dun have time to meet my frez like siew hui, shi hui, wan fuan( everyweek meet once), sy, pw, xm( holiday, will plan to go out de whenever we free). ya, so hope can meet them next week. :)

tml, going off to malaysia, back on sun. hehe. dun miss me. :) lastly, thankz to terrence, for sending me home, every day, and always complain tired to me. lol. haha. yup, that it. i going tv le. so long no tv for long. haha. so see ya. bye

u r sweet this few days
u change alot,
for the better
but can be improve more. :)
u make me feel in love with u
u make me, wan stick with u more
u make me missing u now and then
make sure u miss me too. :)

many happening, it is so fun. woooo:):)))):):)

2008-09-12T22:24:00.004+08:00

hello. busy this few days, but many happening sia. haha. go out since, wed.warning: THIS POST WILL BE DAMN LONG. SO BE PREPARE. :)but i will try to cut short la. haha.

wed, wake up damn early, 6.15 then wake up le. so long didn wake up so early lei. aiyo. is damn tired de. need go learn driving. haiz. so have to wake up early. then went to drive. ok la, can say, abit rusty, then like blur blur de. haha. maybe tired and long didn drive. :) then he come meet me eat lunch, but he go wrong side of mrt, so we meet at jurong instead of yio chu kang. :(

eat le, shop. we go to a cd shop where some cd sell only at like $4 or even cheaper. so we go in and see. then cause so cheap, he decide to buy. haha. then i thought of, typical sporean. haha. see cheap stuff, then go in and buy. haha. but in the end, didn buy, just buy 1 cd. haha. then go his house slack until 6 then go home while he go work. :)

thur, wake up early too. 8, wake up le, but went to sleep again. haha. then 8.30 wake up. go cook fried rice for him. dun wan anyone know, but both my bro know. lol. yup, as it is my first time cook fried rice, i dunnoe how cook, so anyhow cook, till, dry and chao dao. haha. then cook egg, wrap it over. like hmm, omelette( dunnoe how spell).

then give him eat. hmm, not nice. i give myself, 1/5 only. can do better. haha. then we head down to paris ris. cycle. sun is so bright, good day for me to sun tan. hehe. cycle half way, saw some of the people, taking lots of coconut home. lol. then they tell us not they pluck one, is the people there, pluck, then they wan to throw away, but still can drink, so they say, if u wan then take, therefore, they take. lol. alot sia. is like 1 full trolley like that. lol

( this is the left over coconut which they did not take it with them)

( this is the leftover tree without coconut. lol)

(think the small boy grow up will join olympics cause he is training running now. haha. he really run to a far place, no matter wat his mum call him, he dun wan to run back, till he was like so far, then run back, toward his mum. lol. and i can hear he is breathing loudly while he running. lol. cute. :))

( didn take much photo. :))

( the calm sea i ever seen. lol. )

then cycle le, finish, we go beach and sit, sun tan. no people de lo, so quiet there. lol. suntan for 1h only, then go off le. go to the shopping centre walk, then stay in arcade for long. haha. :) after that, head down to work. i work in his company, hmm, the company is OCS which stand for overseas, courier service. type those address and so on in to their program, so as to have a hmm, so called, a reciept and so on, to keep.

1 day, work from 6-8 pm only, earn $15 per day. hmm, actually i think, the pay is good though only 2h per day. haha. yup, then hmm, went there for my first day, the whole building( not only ocs, but whole building) the power shock. all building no power sia. lol. should i say i lucky or not?? haha. where thur is sept 11. woooo. so coincidence. then we wait till 7 then the electric come back. as there are not enough time le, we just cut short, just type those impt details in only, address dun need at all. haha. which make my first day work so relax. hehe. overall: happy. :) enjoy very much. :)

fri, have a class outing. but only like half of the class went. :( we meet at the parkway parade, then in the end, only karen, jac, hui ying, amanda and jx come on time. the rest late. we eat at mos burger for lunch, then head down to arcade, while waiting for them and then, jeremy, and muzzie come. we then head down to east coast, rent the bike and we go off. we ride all the way to near changi, but not yet reach, cause not enough time.

we take alot of break in between. haha. as in like, we ride to the food court there, we stop, then ride to the hmm, 1 bridge there, stop, then ride to the garden there, stop. haha. stop many times. but was fun. the weather is very fine, very windy, the wind has not stop until we return the bike. haha. also, in between, we saw a group of army, marching there, then dunnoe y, i suddenly hear someone call me, "boon hong" then i see, oo, is sebsetian ( dunnoe how spell) lol. haha. like this aalso can see him. so coincidence sia. haha.

then we ride halfway, suddenly, i feel some has loss, as in, didn see some of them. so we stop and get to know that, 1 of my frez, hui ying, got cut. the story is like hmm, she ride, then got 1 army guy, he didn concentrate or wat, then hit her, and she fell. then they help her bandage her leg. haha. then we go off le, return back to the mac there, to return bike, wa, non stop riding, leg so suan. haha. then we eat ajisen for dinner. take group photo and went off. overall: happy la though not whole class. :) take bus with jx and sy. then while on the way home, we chat, chat about wan go overseas, and so on. haha. chat till, the time goes very fast. :)( no photo cause my frez not yet send me the photo. hehe. )

ok, sat, wake up, and went to work. this time round, have to type everything, and so on. ok la. quite fun. hehe. cause have to type fast, plus, cant do any mistake, if not, have to check again and so on. yup, then go eat and shop. we was like chatting about our childhood. haha. for like the whole day until we go home. lol. start to rem of childhood, omg, so innocent, so pure. is like, hmm, child food is so nice to eat, then hmm, child memories so preious and so on. haha. think of it, also feel happy. :)

at night, went down to chinatown with family and walk. like cny like that. lol. but this time is buy mooncake not the cny food. haha. this few days, so busy, so tired, but i enjoy it very much. so fun. and most impt, i like busy days. haha. therefore, next week, i have driving lesson for whole 5 days, which all days, have 2 lesson.( very xin ku) and after that, go work every 5 days. haha. so my next week shedule is packed de, after that, weekend, go malaysia with family. haha. so dun expect me to blog for next week le. hehe. ok see ya. bye. :):):):):)

i'm loving it :)
love sept 11
love this few days
love everything with u
wooo :)

enjoyable day. :)

2008-09-08T01:27:00.002+08:00

hello. yst finally meet them, shi hui, siew hui and ( very long didn meet) wan fuan. haha. long time didn meet and shopping le. hehe. and yst, finally meet them. we meet abit late, then in the end, eat lunch only at about 2.30 or so. hehe.

me, shi hui, and wan fuan, meet at mrt, then take shuttle bus to imm. the shuttle bus took so long to come. and then so many people waiting. lol. so squeeze. then after that, go aijisen eat. not long after, siew hui come. then she order food and eat.

we went to giant and walk, then mx come down from his work. then we shop and shop. shop till dinner time, so went to eat kfc. haha. after that then go home. :). we chat alot and joke alot. hehe. enjoy very much with them, hope to meet them soon. :)

then head home. in the mrt, siew hui abit, crazy. haha. she was like looking at the door reflection and making funny face. lol. then was like mess her own hair. lol. cause she dun wan go home so early, we think of mahjong. then, ok, go her house play, cause she wan do project first. so we cab down as it is raining. mx go home first. while i go to her house there wait.

then at about 10, i call my mum, see can i stay at my frez house play mahjong, she dun allow. sob. so ask them, wan come down to my house play instead. then ok, she go pack her stuff and so on, then we head down to my house. reach my house about 10 plus ba, about to 11 i think.

then she do her project. while i use com, and mx, hmm, watch tv and sms. help her a bit with her project, as in give some ideas. yup, then after that, in between, got chat, chat alot. haha. hmm, at about 4 then we start playing our mahjong. haha.

didn win mahjong, lose, mx win all. :( haha. 3 person mahjong, hmm, i can say is much easier to win, cause hmm, dunnoe how say, those know how play de, will know wat i mean. is like, will take out 1 pattern out, only left with just 2 pattern and those big card. therefore, it is easy to see and do those big tai. we play till 5.30 then finish le.

after that, we chat lo. didn play le, case can see siew hui tired le. haha. yup, then me and siew hui lie on 1 bed each while mx sit on the chair. we chat about relationship, which gender is better, guy or gals, who understand gals better and so on. chat till, all 3 of us, from tired, till not tired. haha. is like, we talk about our suff to each other. haha.

then at 7, they left. :). then after sending them off, pack, then go sleep le. hehe.

overall, yst was a fun day. very enjoyable, except 1 part but shall not talk about it. :) dun wan spoil my image of yst. haha. today wake up, headach. lol.

parent today, go malaysia for 1 day, morning go, night back. then they buy alot of things, which is standard when go there. haha. so shall enjoy it, cause very long didn go there le, nor eat the biscuit from there. :)

recently, have finish 2 show, fated to love you and rolling love. now watching hot shot, and also the hmm, they kiss again. hehe. and my another show, which i last sem, watch till ep 100 plus. :) yup, go watch my show le. see ya.

without u, we will not be together
without u, i might still be alone
without u, i will be lonely.
:):):)

feeling for u

2008-09-05T16:12:00.002+08:00

today, went to gym with small bro. first time go. so dunnoe need do wat and so on. keep on asking bro. haha. ask him, need bring wat there. then he tell me. hmm, wake up at about 10. yst didn sleep much, cause hmm ......... then at about 5 plus, wake up, to close the window, cause is raining.yup. we reach the gym at about 11. then go do workout.

first, i did the cycle one. wa, cycle, till abit tired. haha. after that, went to do some arm, but ok la, didn do much, then hmm, running, which is a must when go gym. hehe. but didn run, fast walk instead, cause, my stamina not good, run abit, will tired sia. so i didn run. stay there for about 1h or so only. didn really do much. but was fun sia. hehe. shall go more often. :) need train my fats away le, too much fats, not nice. hehe. who wan go gym, can ask me go. :)

then go eat b4 heading home. yup. then watch my show. :)

yst, wake up early, go my ah ma house. my dad wan me to follow him go cause he wan me wake up early, dun wan me to sleep late, and use com for whole day. he didn say it out, but its obvious. haha. then ok lo, follow him, see him cook yam rice for them. then eat le, go take hp for bro b4 going home. cause wake up early, therefore, tired, and fall asleep while watching tv. hehe.

for u:
ur feeling fade or my feeling fade? the feeling seem to be bland, dun seem like the same feeling as i had last time. where is the feeling u gave me last time??? fade le. sad. everytime, got somethings u interested, u will pause, and do ur things, then sms me. for eg, mahjong. u can mahjong for 5h, and not looking at ur hp, seeing whether i got msg u or not. and this is the first time, u didn send me good night msg. sad. not like last time, where, whereever u busy, u still will msg me. maybe i think too much, hmmm. but this time, i will endure, wont say anything. i dun show my feelings to anyone, they will not know whether i feel happy or sad, casue i will just remain the same me, always smile. but when it comes to words, i poor at keeping my feelings. sometimes, al feelings are kept inside my heart, no ones know, only 1 person/stuff know, that is my dairy. u still didn know how a gal or me feel and want. haiz. but i am stil happy at some times when i am with u. :) think about it ba.

do i have the same feeling again?
can i have it again?

boring.

2008-09-03T11:53:00.002+08:00

mon i went out shopping with family again, go IMM shop. hmm, ok la, not in a good mood to shop cause stomach hurt, but ok la. feel tired also. cause i always sleep late, haha.

tue, stay at home, mum on leave, so have to help her do house work. haiz. my small bro, escape, he back home from sch, then after that, he go out study. haha. so dun need to help out. i change bedsheet only. while my bro clean the window. hehe. after cleaing, went to watch my show. watch finish the 'fated to love you' show. damn nice. worth to watch. only spend like 5 to 6 days watching it. hehe. next will be watching rolling love. hmm, also a new show. but ok only. however, will still watch till finish. :)

his hp spoil le, so cant msg him. :( the only way to communicate is through msn le. so xin ku. wan watch tv also need to on com and watch, so that i can chat with him. haha. :)

today, wake up, continue watching. :) didn go out, so only can stay at home and watch show, if not, will sianz sia. hehe. go back to my show. bye..

did u ever lie to me b4?
did u hide anything from me?
keep anything from me?
can u promise me that, u didn lie to me b4?

mummy 50 birthday

2008-08-31T23:04:00.005+08:00

yst, is my mum 50th birthday. happy birthday, mummy. :):)

we went to watch movie, 12 lotus at 3.20, at vivo city. hmm. total of 10 people go watch. haha. and most impt is that, it is free. hohoho. cause my mum take 10 ticket, from her company or wat de. so we watch for free. :)(10 tickets. woo)

the show not very nice. i give 5/10 only. hmm, it is not as nice as i thought. is like, about to laugh already, then it change scene. then about to cry, then change scene again. so in the end, didn laugh or cry. haha. but the storyline is sad de. the movie, start not long ago, then my bro pass me the tissue. lol. :) guess whether i got cry or not? haha. guess correctly, will get a present from me. :)) hehe.

after that, we went off to dinner. papa dunnoe his lorry park at where, so was finding for a while, b4 leaving. yup, then after that, we eat, ok la. eat till very full. :) then go home eat cake. :)

mummy should be happy ba, casue this is the first time, or after so long, celebrate with her sis and of course, celebrate with so many people. haha. ok, let the photo talk. :)

( singing birthday song. )
( after make a wish, blow candle. hope her wish come true. :))
( papa & mummy cut cake together)

( couple watch. haha. dad brought the rolex watch for her. so sweet. :):))
( this is wat we 5 kids brought for her, a GUESS wallet. :))

( her birthday present. hehe)

( woo, her birthday cake)

( lastly, family photo. only 9 people in, cuase bro gf took this photo. :))

today, go out. go bishan walk. my 3rd bro drive. this few days, he has been driving the car. haha. cause he just got his license few weeks back ba. haha. ok la, he can drive. but can see he quite stress, or rather scare. hehe. he also drive very fast. my mum scare too. haha. she say my bro when change lane, like suddenly change and so on, not smooth, so she say, she will have heart attack if this happen many times. haha.

tml, going out with family again. :) and just nice, tml, i didn go out, my mum on leave, so do my 3rd bro, then my dad no work, is sch holiday, so small bro no sch. then hmm, tml is 1 sept, teacher day. haha. will tml be another fun and enjoyable day for me? haha. ok, go watch my show and sleep le, casue need wake up early. see ya. bye. :) enjoy.

miss you :)

enjoy this few days with family :)

enjoy my days for this first week of holiday. :)

enjoy, enjoy, enjoy. hehe :)

rather random post. :)

2008-08-30T03:13:00.002+08:00

hello. this few days, was watching a taiwan series which is "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" in chinese, eng title is 'fated to love you'. this show very nice. those who are bored,nothing to do or are interested in watching some show, u can wan to go to youtube and watch this show. very nice. hehe. just like 2 to 3 days, i have been watching till now, ep 13 le. haha. maybe a few more days, i will be watching finish le. haha. so nice lo, till now, 3 am le, but still watching. dun wan sleep, or rather, not tired. hehe.

today dun wan to watch de, as in, night time, but cause i suddenly wan watch, then go load the show, then in the end, watch till now. hehe. :):) this show, first part is abit funny, then after that, sad( not so sad) then comes to romance, then sad again. until now, sad finish le, think will go back to romance. hehe. overall, is a nice show. :)

i have 3 to 4 show to watch( including this) during holiday, so i shall jia you. haha. at least, if i didn go out, stay at home whole day, i will have something to acc me which the the drama show. haha.

hmm, this is random, so if dun wan read, can ignore. :) everyone surely will keep a secret from u, even ur close one such as boy/girl frez, best frez, and even family members. as we know, the term "secret" is to keep something from anyone and ya, it should be kept from anyone including ur close one. however, human are kpo de, they will try to make the person say out the secret or force them to say it out. in the end, the secret might come out, or it will kept as a secret forever.

sometimes, someone, will have many secret to keep, and it seem like all their mind is secret. is like he/she will need to think twice b4 talking so as not to say out the secret. people do have secret, and it is up to them whether who they wan to tell and wat they wan to say. usually, they will say it to their close ones.

so if u wan to say, then say ba. no one can force u to say if u dun wan to say, unless u say it. :) hmm, i am someone who will not say out secret if i realy think it is a secret to me, and is impt to that person. so anyone need a person to talk to, can find me. haha. i will be there. :)

above, is just random, eng abit not good, if dun understand then nvm. haha. cause i wan do something while watching the show and also, write longer post. haha. ok, abit lame. hehe. i also dunnoe wat i write la, haha. so just ignore. :) ok that it, i going watch my show le, later going sleep soon. tml will be a fun, busy, and exciting day ahead for me and family to do. haha. tml, wil be my mum 50 birthday. so shall do a hmm, wonderful outing. hehe. ok bye. :)

been dreaming of u
day and night,
will think of u b4 sleep,
dream of u during my dream,
everything is u,
do u think of me now and then too?

exam over, enjoy time. :)

2008-08-25T18:23:00.008+08:00

hi, back from exam period. haha. i just found out something, my exam period is the same as olympics. haha. when olympics start which is on 08/08/08, is when my sch end, for hmm, study break. that is when, i start to study too( though not much. haha). then it end yst, which today, my exam also end. haha. so the olympic is like my exam journey. olympics last for 16 days, so my exam last for 16 + 1 days which is 17 days. hohoho.

singpore representive go and fight for medal, i fight for exam. haha. stress sia. this few days, keep on study and study. wa, tired sia. study till sianz, dun wan study le, during weekend, but still, i study for whole day on sat. lol. no choice, but have to study. :( and now, fight finish le. enjoy time is here. :) people say, study hard, play hard.haha. so now , i shall play hard, hehe. but no $ sia, wan play hard also cant. once step out of house, i have to spend at least $5 lol.

ok, let talk about things that happen within this 2 weeks. hmm, on the 14 aug, is his birthday. i went to celebrate his birthday. at first, i lie to him, say i need study, night then celebrate with him. and he believe. lol. then early afternoon, i go over to his house, and give him surprise. haha. then slack at his house for a while b4 we go out. dunnoe go where, but i got a plan, as in, know where and how to celebrate, so ask him go marina square, eat dinner.

we eat sakae sushi. after that, about 6 plus, we go sit the spore flyer. but cuase first time go there, so dun really noe how go, then is like, blur, then reach le, is about 6.30 le. lol. wan to see the sunset de. thought can make it in time, but aiyo, so many people, plus, go in, like go in to airport like that, need check bag, go for many procedure.

yup, took some photo, there. then night, brought a cake, and celebrate with him. :) then after that, home. :)

(guess wat the white dot? )
(me and him :))

(random pic)
( see how many car spore had)
(nice view. :))
( C&T)
( the cubin, so big. oo)

(spore building. haha. no la, is they build de)

(merlion, roar)

on 15 aug, is sy birthday, go celebrate too. b4 that, think on the 8 aug, we go out together, with jx, pw and sy. then we go see the mp3 ma. go from 1 place to another and another, by walking wo. haha. walk alot. then buy for sy a creative mp3 where she choose it, but dunnoe we buy for her. haha. until, we buy on the spot, and give her then she know. :) hmm, then shop till late night then go home.

ok, back to 15 aug, we go to mind cafe. me and pw meet earlier and go buy cake first, put it at the mind cafe. then meet them. after that we play the games, make her do forfeit. haha. but ok la, not much forfeit there. stay there till 6 then go off. hmm, then we go play bowling and so on at kovan. late night then go home. haha. oh ya, we also celebrate xm birthday, since her birthday is near, and hmm, her birthday fall on exam day, then she need to celebrate with her lao gong, so ya, celebrate together. haha.

(sy and pw)

(me and xm)

( 1 game which we play, this game fun. :))
( forfeit so have to take photo. dun jealous. haha)

( 2 birthday gal, se they so happy. natural de. haha)

( happy birthday :))

( the birthday cake, cheese de)

( wishing for wish. so serious sia. haha)

(cutting cake)

(finally, our group photo. :).

the only guy(jt) who celebrate with us and take photo, didn take photo with us. haha. lol. forgot. haiz. i also, didn take with birthday gal. haha. :( got video de, very funny, but not going upload, just for we 5 to enjoy the video. :) haha.

yst, went to frez baby first month brithday. hmm, ok la. is at cck, her house downstair, eat buffet. not much people go, just a few go only, the rest is her family. haha. yup, then we chat and so on, like gathering like that. haha. after that, go home, home to study. haha. no pic for this, casue frez not yet send to me. :(

ok, talk about exam. had 3 exam, for the bia, which is the first exam, i took the longest to study it, and is the hardest. the other 2, database and bpms, hmm, i can ok la, some Q very hard, some easy. so overall ok. but dunnoe can do well ma. hope so. :)

yup. that all. took a long time to blog. lol. holiday le. no more exam le, enjoy le. yes. haha. its time to go for my driving, and get a license soon. my bro get the license le, make me feel like getting 1 real soon. haha. so i will be busy with driving during holiday, plus going out. wan work, but think cant le, no time, so shall enjoy ba. :) see ya. enjoy ur self, people. bye. :)

happy birthday to all aug birthday.

hope ur enjoy ur birthday :)

love u. :)

a short blog b4 exam. :)

2008-08-18T13:29:00.002+08:00

hello. this few days many things has happen. haha. but i cant blog which i wan to blog. lol. csue i know i will take a long time to blog so i shall wait till after my exam then i blog all in 1 short. so stay tune. haha. yst night, i watch the table tennis final, spore vs china. wa, is a nice match, though at the end, abit sad, cause first 2 match, 1 vs 1, spore lose already. then come to the 2 vs 2 match, thought spore will win, but it lose. lose till very jia lat. they also know that, china will be the winner le. so in the end, spore got sliver. hmm, ok la, at least they have done spore proud. :)

china win alot of gold medal. yst, i was watching from 7.30 till about 11 then watch a few sport games, and was those final match that kind, and i saw, china vs who. and the winner is always china. lol. just yst, the 3h plus, china won 3 gold medal. lol. very powerful. total gold is 35 le, and i believe, it will increase day by day.

today the newspaper, wa, about 5 to 6 pg is all about them. haha. olympics very nice to watch. nowadays, my bro everytime watch olympics, whenever i study, he will like watch, and make me turn my head to the tv and watch. lol. and really, olympics is worth to watch. love watching it. last time, u ask me to watch olmpics, i wont, cause i know is boring,but now i watch with delight. so nice. omg. u can ask me watch olympics for the whole day, i also dun mind. haha. but cant,casue need to study, so shall control my self. :)

yst study, memo the notes. i set my self a target like memo until which chap then can sleep, and i did it. :) i memo about half the chap le, and hmm, should be still fresh in my mind. haha. today will continue memo for the rest of chap. i slept at 4, 5 this few days, only sleep for about 7h then wake up le. :) ok, shall go study le. jia you.

wish everyone study hard for exam, and pass with flying colours. all the best to DBT 0703, and those who are having exam now. jia you. :):):)

when u are alone,
every thing run into ur mind,
when u are not alone,
nothing can run into ur mind
when i need u,
u r not there with me.
miss you

national day. :)

2008-08-10T18:49:00.002+08:00

happy brithday, singapore. so fast, national day over le. haha.

today, didn go out. abit sianz. morning say wan go walk, at the botanic garden but then didn go. haha. maybe i wake up late or wat ba. but i at 10 wake up le lei. consider early le. haha. then afternoon, cause my bro exam coming, so my mum say go study, then tell my dad, let go. sob sob. stay at home abit sianz. haha. use com first, then after that, sianz le, so go watch tv, till sleep. nothing much. :)

yst, national day, hmm, went to my relative house in the afternoon, and then back home at about 6, watch the ndp parade. hmm, the show not bad. when comes to plane and fireworks, my family was so busy. haha. we were trying to catch the plane outside our house, see if we can see it, but nope, cant see. the plane fly above our buildings. lol. my bro brought the new starhub box, then they go and fix it. the old one will put at my parent room, so next time, if my bro was watching olympics, i can go in and wach my show le. haha. my bro was watching the olympics for the whole night of 8 aug. cause it's the opening.

on 8 aug 2008, my sch end. haha. last day of sch. went to sch for test first. the night b4, i did not sleep, so is like, tired for the whole day. the java test was tough. all of us was like learning the codes, then the paper give is all about the tally, which we did not really focus. omg. this hit us alot, even the clever one, also say, the test not easy. haiz. wont be able to do well for this test, which will pull my marks down. haiz. during the test, when i was thinking about the ans, i fall asleep sia. wa lao. lucky, is just for a while, if not, i cant finish sia. omg. so scary, next time, dun dare to dun sleep b4 the test day le. i must go sleep. lol. dun play play. make me dun really rem all the codes that i have learn also. my mind was a bit blank on that day. lol.

then went to eat lunch, didn eat as a class, separate way. then go for lec, again, i fall asleep. haha. finish lec, have another 1h of break then another lec, we went in to the lec room, where the seat is big, and comfortable, but the space is not very big. we went in there to sleep. haha. i did sleep, but sleep awhile only. hehe. then after lec, we went off to eat pizza. haha. only we 5, the usual 5. haha. eat at amk. no people de, the food serve quite fast, but the service not that good. after that, go home le. actually dun wan go home, cause so early, but then, everyone wan go home, so go home ba. hehe. then saw someone. lol. my course mate de. yup, after that, go home, rest. :)

ok, about to go eat le. hehe. got crab to eat. wooo. ok see ya, bye. holiday is here, yeah. but got exam. so still, not consider holiday yet, so wait till 25 aug, my holiday. hehe. :):):) bye

yeah.
hate you. :)
xiao zhu 'hate' xiao bai. :)

overnight studyying again. zz

2008-08-08T05:15:00.003+08:00

hi, here i am again. hehe. again, i didn sleep for the night. lol. actually is wan sleep de, but then, i keep on studying, cant go in to my mind. then i see the time, about 3 le, so decide not to sleep, make coffee and drink, to keep myself awake. :) now, ok la, not tired, nor awake. normal. but think tml, i will just drop down when i reach home. haha.

this afternoon, i try to study, try to memo the codes and understand it. yes, i did understand abit, however just cant go in to my mind, stuck at 1 Q for very long. also, maybe my com is in, therefore, will keep going to the com. haha. by 8, i manage to mem 3Q left 1Q, but that 1Q is not a short one. has a lot to memo. lol. until now, not yet memo finish. start at 1 plus, till now. but already 7788. after memo finish, wil try recall all and write down. scare is during exam, forget. wa. will gone crazy sia. haha.

i feel my head very heavy now. full of codes and hmm, is messy de. have to fix it properly, in order not to get confuse. hehe. ok, shall end here. go back study and force myself memo le. :) bye

glad that u r there with me
glad that its not over
glad that i didn give up
glad that everything is going on smoothly now. :)
shall hold on to this time every now and then.

sianz

2008-08-06T23:44:00.005+08:00

~~SIANZ AARRRRRR.~~

suddenly i feel so sianz now. ARGH. sianz sianz sianz sianz. super sianz. save me. anyone, pls chat with me now, or i'll go crazy.

SSSSSIIIIIIAAAAAANNNNNZZZZZZ AAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR

think is my shortest post in my blog. hahahahahaha

u make me feel restless now
u make me feel hopeless
i 'hate' you
i hate maple

project story :) its over

2008-08-05T18:43:00.002+08:00

hi. project is over. doesnt feel the stress again, however, wasnt really happy or relax, cause after today, i still have to study for jav test, and follow up, will be my exam. still cant rest sia. haha.

this project is a interesting project. at first, we choose our team. cause of choosing team and dunnoe wan to group with who, we had some small quarrel or ( slience) for a period of time. after a while, its ok le. after that, we went on to project, first, meet once a while and do our project. discuss who do which part,( by drawing lots) and do the user interface. at first, not so stress, just like normal project we had during sem 1 and 2. then we have a short presentation of our project, (demo to teacher). that is b4 the term break. once term break come, we have meet a few times for the project. think should have about 3 times for the 2 weeks break.

the 2 weeks break, we didn really enjoy ourself, cause we still have other project to be done. as we know, after the term break, we only have 6 weeks of sch, so the schedule will be rather tight. plus, this sem, our fri was use up for lesson. so we does not have the 'free' fri to do our project, therefore, we every time meet on sat. so tough sia. so tired. every sat, will meet at 12, eat lunch and go someone house to do our project. hmm, do till about 7, 8 then go home. this continue all the way till now. as project is getting nearer each week, we get more stress, and going home later and later. also, if there is any extra time in between our lesson, we will do our project. we will find time for teacher, and meet them, no matter how late they end lesson.

still rem 1 day, b4 the another demo where we have to present our whole project out which means, have to make it works, using those java codes( which we just learn it this sem). so we go over to frez house, and do, do till next morning. omg. of course, we do slack a while, then have some funny video which can say, is a distress for us. haha. in the morning, i went off, left them. i was tired by then, but i went out with family to have family outing.

they continue the project til about 6 then left the place. they manage to make it all works. 1 word to say them "clever". haha. i try for so long, try all means, yet,cant make retrieve the information, yet they can do the codes.

after the demo, we left with about 3 weeks, or less to complete our project. as in integrate the project and so on. we have been busy this few weeks, and have sleepless night on and off. stress is right in front of us, and we have to solve all the prob we had ourselves. if cannot, we will find teacher. most terrible is that when we need the teacher, the teacher not free. and is always not free that kind. omg. cant possible meet him at all.

last few days, meet up together and do the project, last min touch up and also the report. today, it mark the end of this project. we meet early, and do our last final stuff. however, many things crop up. which is not good in fact. we does not have enough time to complete our stuff, and make sure it all works. so during presentation, many technical prob. as a result, teacher keep shooting us, asking many Q which is not good.

after all, project is over. have to be happy still, cause no stress anymore, dun need worry, cant work and so on. haha. this will be continue next sem, and might be even harder to cope. hope i can cope for next sem, and hope, there will be any last min work again. hope there are no prob at the end of the presentation. :)

however, it is fun after all. :) we have jokes and so on during this project, and face lots of stress during this project, make me grow so many white hair. Argh.

this sem is going to end soon too. this sem, rather tough. people say poly life is easy. and last time, i believe that poly life is easy. ( seen my bro life in poly, rather relax) so i feel relieve that i got in to poly life, and hope i could get in to poly life faster, get out of sec sch life. however, now, i wish to go back to sec sch life. poly life is not easy at all. though there are many holiday, but i dun like. holiday means, more hw, project to do, it does not means, enjoy. so i rather dun wan holiday. hope it will end soon. haha. ok, that all. go watch tv le. enjoy time le. no more sch, until fri which is our last day of sch. :) happy. :) hehe. bye.

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iwasonceenjoythemoment
iwasoncejoyful
iwasoncedelight
butjust1breakdown
iwasoncesad
iwasonceemo
iwasoncehopeless
iwasoncehatemyself
iwasoncedying
umakemylifechangesomuch

lots of photo upload :) fun

2008-08-01T22:24:00.010+08:00

hi. yst was a tired day. haha. didn sleep on wed night, only sleep for 15mins. cause cant tahan le. haha. then go sch. my dad saw me about to go to sch then say "wa, u dun need sleep then go to sch ar?" haha then i say ya. reach sch, is tired de lo. super tired sia. but once reach sch, and start to prepare out stuff, not so tired le. then present. only 2 group member out of 4 present. we send 2 best representative . haha.

then our com no batt. omg. got technical prob sia. have to change laptop, lucky got backup. haha. if not, jia lat sia. then hmm, ok la, not bad. teacher say, very good, so all our sleep was worth it, not wasted. haha. i sleep only at 15 mins is worth it de. haha. after that, take photo. alot sia. hehe. in the end, take till didn go eat. lol. then go for lesson and so on. ok, let the pic talk then. quite a few funny. :) sit back, enjoy the pics. :)

take b4 presentation to put it in the ppt slides. :) (CEO in the middle. wan hired a maid to help u clean ur house? come to our company, evergreen commerical and household cleaning servie company, we provide u excellent service. hahahahaha )

2 best speaker of our group, ka hau and pei wen :)

look like graduate le, missing the hat only. haha

look like a guy and a gal. haha. xm so man. hahasay take formal but she( the leader) twist

so we also twist when we say formal. haha

this photo nice, i like. :)

tke photo with teacher.

look like they are going to walk for the red carpet. haha. my hand there, abit extra. oops.
look like there is something scary in front. haha. sy look scare in this pic. :)

we 4 who hang out most of the time, and joke all the time. :)

again we 4. laugh laugh laugh. 1 day dun laugh, will die. haha.

do re mi fa. notice* y pw so tall? haha

another group who present t-shirt. :)
the only pic she take in this camera which have about 100 pics. haha :)

u think this is the end le? nope, there still more. haha. we take alot of photo. about 100. can see, we feel relax after the presentation. haha. but there will be 1 more project to go, think on tue, there will also be alot of photo to be taken. haha. stay tune. cotinue to scroll down. :)

waiting for people to help us take.

all wearing white, so we call ourself as PAP. haha. dots. those who are eating now, and wan continue read my blog, pls pause for a while. and i mean it, i dun wan u to vomit or choke while watching the next photo i upload. so get ready.

omg can u spot me? haha. is easy after all. haha. dots sia.

for the 3 photo above is for entertainment purpose. haha. edit version. :)

ok,that all. still got more, but i dun wan upload. haha. very long sia if i upload. today, pw and sy come my house, we do our project. dad cook for us. hehe. then hmm, always scare sy when she go toilet. haha. also, got once, scare pw, but fail. haha. they at 6 go off le. then watch tv and so on. later going do some work b4 sleeping. :) ok, go do le, if not not enough sleep, tml need wake up early. bye.

forget to take class photo. haiz. shall take on tues, remind us. :) bye.

give up or not?

haiz

should i continue ba, since is near

but u make me feel like giving up

and i hate it.

uoy ekam em leef ekil gniath uoy dna gnivol uoy

(malay words. :))

project and project

2008-07-31T03:22:00.004+08:00

hello. wa, 3 am le, still not yet sleep. haha. doing project lo. this week, keep on staying in sch till late then go home. mon, we stay in sch, till 8pm. waiting for teacher to help us with the project so wait for him till 7 then he come down. lol. then tue, hmm, we do project also, do till 8 also. ask teacher for help. after that, i went down to sgh and visit my frez, shi hui. she give birth. haha. he baby so cute. look like her mum. :)

then today, wa, latest sia. stay till 10. haha. chiong our another project. which need present today. which is later. haha. and yet i haven sleep. lol. i accompany my frez, so didn sleep. good hor. haha. dots. today, end sch at 12, go eat, then 1 start our work. hmm, then at about 3, go learn driving, wa, this instructor not good, i dun like. keep on like shoot me like that, say wat, turn, u should know by now, how to turn and so on. then say wat, where is ur previous lesson gone to and so on. then say i hurt his feeling. wa lao. sianz sia. haiz. then dun really care about him, just drive.

then drive outside for 1h only. sad. got 1 time, cause go straight all the way, then i dunnoe, i just look in front, then feel the car is moving quite fast, then the instructor say, check ur speed, maintain the speed. then i see, wa, about to reach to 80km/h sia. lol. haha. each time i go out drive, each time i will drive at a greater speed. haha. maybe next lesson, i drive at 100km/h. haha. lol.

after driving, walk bck to sch and do the project. then hmm, do and do, do till late night. at 8, go down eat, then continue till 10, then go home. wa. pro sia. haha. this is my first time i stay in sch till 10. haha. i break the record, omg. haha.headach sia, when i come back from driving. head was spining and spining. cannot tahan. haha. then reach home, bath, on com, was about to sleep la. lol. then go make a coffee, now not tired sia. lol. might not sleep, cause i 6 need wake up le, and prepare to go off to sch. so if now sleep, scare cant wake up, but if dun sleep, tml sure become dead person like that. haha. shall see how later. :). bye. think should be sleeping ba, nothing to do. :) hopefully later can wake up. haha. see ya, bye.

~~project and project~~
~~lack of sleep~~
~~shall i still hold on?~~
~~or shall i just give up?~~
~~u didn give me the thinking of wanting me~~
~~u did give me the thinking of leaving me~~
~~u make me in confusion~~
~~u make my mind blur~~
~~u make my heart beat slower than normal~~

stressless week. :)

2008-07-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

hello. today, just finish my test. wa, suddenly, i feel relax. i also dunnoe y. suddenly, feel relax sia. is like go home, dun need stress like that. haha. hmm, this few days, rather relax, relax as in, most of my project, test all over le. now worry about result plus, some presentation. that all. on mon, show teacher demo of our project. hm, ok lo.

after that, go home le. diao. casue to early, me and sy decide to stay in sch, and do our work. i find some research on project(dojo) and she also, plus the java pract stuff. yup. say, wan do til 3 only, but in the end, stay tilll 5 plus. haha. then go home.

tue, no sch. haha. actually is got lec de, 1h only, i thinking of going, since need go for driving, but in the end, no lec so is equal to no sch. lol. so i just go for driving. wa. 2nd lesson, and is damn fun. ( btw, my first lesson is on mon morning) first lesson notihng much, the instuctor, explain about the car stuff, plus, let me drive abit, around the place. 2nd lesson, drive inside, plus, drive outside. haha, woo. so fun. love it man. hehe. got abit scare, cause the instructor not tht good. abit fierce. haha. as usual, i drive very slow. 20km/h haha. but when i drive outside, i drive 40km/h. haha. i just drive. to u, 40km/h might seem slow, but to me, i feel is fast le. lol. i can feel, the car is going fast. hehe.

at first, when i drive outside, abit scare, then was like, drive not very steady, the instructor also scare sia. haha. when i turn, didn really turn fully, then the instructor, help me turn, then after that, have to turn back, i go turn in, then instructor, scare, he say" aa, aa" then help me turn back. haha. aiyo. but after some time, ok le, quite smooth. hehe. the feeling of driving car is shook man, so fun. love it so much. must faster go learn, and get my driving lesson. hehe. then can start drive my family car le. hohoho. those who are 18, quickly go learn driving, it's fun, really, it seem scary, but when u start to drive, it is so fun. looking forward for my next lesson, which is on mon. :) hehe.

today, wake up in the morning, went out with frez. go eat, and chat chat awhile, b4 heading to sch. :) today also no sch. but need go back for exam. i didn really learn, for this test, only yst night, study abit, then today, chiong. haha. as the module is communication skill, most is about common sense, therefore, didn really study. when reach sch, saw my frez, alex and jos, wa, they seem to memo all le, make me so scare sia. lol. but the paper was alright, quite easy. so should be ok. :)

this week, seem like no stress like that. haha. like not much schooling le. only left java and database. i think, fri going be tired day for me. :) shall see. hehe. ok, bye. see ya.

i am happy
stress gonna gone already
soon, no stress but happiness
this is wat i wan. :)
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2nd post within 1 day. :)

2008-07-20T03:02:00.002+08:00

1. Have you ever loved someone?
of course, everyone sure will loved someone. :)

2. Who is more important to you? friends or bf?
of course frez, they give me joys and laughter

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
frez who i tell them my stuff.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
maybe. hehe

5. What do you think of YOURSELF?
quiet? yup, quiet, but now, abit noisy le, when mix with poly frez.:)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
abit ba. cause always, when it rain, my house wall will have a small rainbow there. (when i was at my old house. now no more, cant see le. :( )

7. What is your goal for this year?
have good grade for all my subject, have my driving lesson, and enjoy my self.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
hmmm, maybe. who knows. haha

9. What feeling do you love the most?
when there is joy and laughter in my life. just love it so much. :)

10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
be nice to me, treat me good, love me. :)

11. List the best moments in your life.
when i am with my frez. ( i am easily contented de. hehe)

12. What do you hate most?
hate those who treat me bad.

13. Between love and money?
money is important in spore, everything talk about money. and now, i need money alot, need to save my life. haha. about love, ok la, as long as i have frez around me, i feel is ok.

14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
the way she/he talks? the way she/he laugh? the way she/he do stupid stuff? haha

15. Descibe the person who tagged you using 5 words!
mei har - mei har, be frez forever.
siew hui - let's go out together often.

16. Who can you not live without?
my family and my friends!

17. If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
i wish i could stay happy and be stressfree from sch work.

18. What do you want most for your birthday.
hmm, a human bear? haha. actually nothing la. just celebrate with frez, i will be happy enough.

19. Have I kept pets before?
hmm, is fish a pet? if yes, then i did keep a pet.

20. Do you believe in dreams come true?
ya, believe.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Question I removed;
none.

Huimin add on...
What will you do if the life u've always wishes for doesn't turn out the way you want it?
so be it then.

Xu Ping add on...
To what extend are you willing to do in order to get your loved ones love you?
hahaha. do nothing.
& it's "extend" not "extend".

Naidatul Nadzirah bte Razali Abdullah Rahman add on...
What do you think of ponies?
reminds me of Eeyore having one blue tail.

Ikana add on...
Could you ever stop loving someone?
i can't control my love.

Avier add on...
If you and your loved ones were caught by alien or whatever and someone MUST die so that the other can survive, what will you do?
i don't mind sacrificing my life if he is that worth dying.

meihar add on...
What will you do if you left one day to live?
i'll spend all the money! to be with my love ones as well.

SiewHui aka Jac add on...
Are u blessed that u are born here with the people around u?
Yes. i simply like the ppl around mi. Each and evryone of them haf a lesson to learn form them. They had make my life veri happening =)

Boon Hong aka Cindy add on...
when is the time when u miss someone and will love to be with him/her?
when i feel i like/love him, when somehow, i feel lonely, i will think of him, when i start to feel i really love him when he's gone. when... many when, but shal not list so much. :)

8 people I am tagging:
1. Terrance
2. Karen
3. Amanda
4. Cherie
5. Pei Wen
6. Yu Jie
7. Eng Sin
8. Ka Hau

was tagged by 2 frez, actually wan wait for another person to tag me then blog, but now, nothing much to do, so shall blog. :)

ok, shall talk more about today. just a few hour back, quite alot of things happen. we each scare each other. haha. as usual the one who scare of cat, scare the most. haha. very funny la. this time round, all of us get scared at least once. hehe. wan sleep sia, but i cant sleep. lol. tml, dunnoe how survive. haha. cause tml, going to kranji( tink spell correctly) with family to enjoy. haha. stress too much about project le, need destress abit. haha. that it, going to sleep, force my self to sleep. :) bye

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night
bye

funny day. project whole day. :(

2008-07-19T20:58:00.004+08:00

Christine Glass - my love will get you home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

have 2 word to say
"stress ahhh"
omg, so stress, doing project now, rushing to complete today cause mon have to demo to teacher. so today, plan to stay at frez house to do finish. omg. gonna go crazy. my body cant stand it anymore, this project is getting harder and harder. cant take it sia.

glad, is work with this group, cause we keep on laugh. haha. distress, if not, think, i going to burst sia. lol. just now my frez (no name, to protect her) scare of cat, so when she saw cat, she will scare. then just now, we go out and eat, then go buy tibits, then she saw 2 cat. she scare like hell. haha. keep on, like looking for cat, see whether the cat is coming ma. then we buy out stuff, ready to go, then my another frez, she like call the cat, then it wake up. haha. then she so scare lo. haha. keep on pulling me, drag me to go. hahaahaahaahah. then my another frez, he like somehow take a leaves or something like that, go make her leg, she scream and also jump up. u didn see wat she did, was so funny la. we all laugh till crazy. haha.

suddenly, got a small boy, he shout, scare all of us. haha. lol. after that, whenever got something drop on her or something on, she will scream. haha. now ok le. normal le. haha. while i was blogging, i was smiling. haha. ok, that it, go back to my project, ECLIPSE. if u know about java codes, u wil understand this part. :){} represent <> {tr}{td}{%=project.getStress%}{a href="stress.jsp"}STRESS AHH{/a}{/td}{/tr}

can see i very stress. :) so do my classmates. dbt 0703, jia you. lets work hard. :):) bye

464778
stress, this is wat i gt this few days
no time to do my own things.
no time for u guys, sorry
only got time for project
project is more important than anyone now
omg, is my husband for now. :)
spend more time on project than anyone. haha

hey yo. test after test

2008-07-12T21:42:00.003+08:00

this week got 2 test, bpms and bia. as for bpms, the paper is rather easy. also, the relief teacher, abit blur la, he give out the test paper, then after that, casue most students dun have the appendix paper, so he go out and take or photocopy. so the room no teacher. lol. dun need me to tell u, u should be able to guess wat happen when the teacher not in. haha. yup.

as for bia, not a good paper. it was rather hard. haiz. not say very easy la. and hmm, i am somehow, struggling. pass, should be ok ba, but dunnoe can pass with good marks ma. aiyo. think is cant le. haiz.

next week, have another 2 test. database and java. which, i somehow feel, database is hard, while java is easy. aiyo. it is getting nearer to my holiday, also, it is getting nearer to end all test, however, it is getting nearer to show teacher our project( which is not done yet.) omg. i still have about 4 more weeks to my break, and also, to national day. :)

tell u something, realise that, my class, last day of sch is b4 national day where national day falls on sat and is 9 aug, end of our sch is on 8 aug, which use number to phrase it, is 08/08/08. haha, nice day, nice number. hehe.

today, parent, bro go out. ( bro sick also go out. haiz) left me alone at home. cause i need to do my work. so decide to stay at home, scared cant finish. in the end, i so sianz, almost whole day chtting. haha. didn really do my work. lol. going to do it soon. later. :). see ya. bye

there no one who dun love u
there no one who dun care for u
there no one who dun appreciate u
there no one who dun miss u
casue i am there.

lee sheng jie - hao xiang ta

2008-07-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

lee sheng jie - hao xiang ta

好想他好想他亲爱的你知道吗
心里话别藏了爱的音符听到吗

不说话的出声振住冷话
把淋夹铁淋夹一起融化
沙啦啦小雨打你愿意吗我问她

粉红色的樱花栽种楼下
老了旦的牙刷分外疲乏
沙啦啦小雨打你在哪儿啊好想他好

想他好想他好想听他说说话
一个人无宣假好想抱他我的他
好想他好想他好想跟他说说话
准备了好久啊亲口说这句话
好爱好爱他

看那星光为了你像在闪
给你这一生能依靠的肩膀
橱窗里飘雪花空气冷吗
你下巴往下压是拒绝吗
沙啦啦小雨打伤了你吗我问他

眉儿弯泪汪汪可爱模样
北星冷照情郎远在他乡
一天天一夜夜走向流沙好想他

好想他好想他好想听他说说话
吻吻他的头发好想吻他我的他
好想他好想他好想跟他说说话
准备了好久啊亲口说这句话
好爱好爱他

好想他好想他好想听他说说话
吻吻他的头发好想吻他我的他
好想他好想他一起为精彩成长
这爱恋这情话
只想用心唱首情歌告诉他

lyrics nice, so do the song. :)

hao xiang ta
hao xiang hao xiang ta
:)

wonderful day :)

2008-07-05T22:02:00.003+08:00

hello. busy sia. yst, wan blog de, but no time. go out till late, then today, also wan blog, but again, go out till late. haha. so now then blog. :) many things happen. hmm, i will cut short la. those boring ones, i dun say le, say those interesting one. hehe.

i believe, some people, waiting for me to blog this. hha. but i dunnoe can blog ma,, should be can la. hope u dun mind. :) yst, after sch, our class have a gathering again. :) this time, in the classroom, those small classroom that kind. cause teacher let us of early, so we stay and watch. the guys was playing arm wrestling. after that, they challenge with the gals, some only. xm is one of them. haha. but she only arm wrest jt. haha. cause they are ahem, so jt let xm win. haha. then the guys, demand a kiss from them. haha.

after dragging for a few mins, they decide to kiss. haha. they dare another 2 guy, which is jos and beng to kiss. they kiss where, the 2 guys, also have to kiss where. then they kiss. haha. after that, the guys, all go off. haha. but in the end, they still come back. and they kiss. mouth to mouth. haha. cute sia. let us laugh like siao. hha. a great entertainment for us. :) i wan to post pic or video de, but cant, cause didn get the pic or video from the guys. sad. haha.

after that, go out, with siew hui, shi hui. reach there at 5, wait for them, for 1h, siew hui come, then we go eat, wait fro shi hui then go shopping. lol. shi hui buy some clothes and so on, but not us. haha. no $. but agree to go again, and buy next week. haha. going spend some money next fri. :). went home quite late. tired

today, went out with mum and bro. go suntec. after that, saw some uniform group, they do some marching. woo. saw live rehearsal. haha. then after they finish, 1 of them, came to us, and ask us, wan go watch the ndp preview ma. lol. then, ok, we take. 2 ticket, which is today. omg. so lucky la. so we go off. my bro, go home. we walk there. yup. then reach there abit late. show start at 5, but we reach only at 6. didn really have a good seat. but ok la. :) the marching and performance part, very sianz. haiz. boring. but the plane and fireworks not bad. plane one is the nicest. love it so much. :)

(this is wat the plane draw on the clouds. i like this pic. NICE)

(fireworks, manage take abit only.)

(this 1 i like. nicest of all the photo i take for fireworks. :))

after that, go home. that all. dun wan blog le. i need go do my project, plus also, do my notes for my upcoming test. many test coming up, 2 of which is next week, wed and fri. really need to starrt doing somethings today, if not, no time le. actually today, wan stay at home do de, but aiyo, dunnoe reach home so late. then hmm, tml, think going to some walking with family, then maybe out for shopping again?? omg. NO TIME LE. gtg. bye.

i miss u more when u r gone

when u r back, i feel happy

can u tell me y?

i wan know and seriously, feel ......... again :)

a enjoyable day. :)

2008-07-02T18:19:00.005+08:00

hello. today, is a exciting day for me, or rather, for most of us. haha. feel that, hmm, it is more of a lively day, rather than those few days. hehe let me briefly say the things i done today.

went to sch early in the morning. usually, i will feel tired, but today, i dun feel as tired as i am. dunnoe y. haha. then went to eat, mac. i didn eat. then slowly, our class people, group by group came. lol. this is the first time, or rather, hmm, after so long, we have been sitting together and eat. though we didn really chat with each other, but sitting together was rather warm. :)

photo taken when they r eating. :) (those wan this photo, get it from me :))

still rem, every sem, our form teacher(suddenly forgot how to address him. haha), will ask us to meet once together and he will treat us mac, sit together as a class and chit chat. haha. this sem like dun have hor? lol. someone, pls get our form teacher to meet us and gather together again. hehe.

during break, we 4 go library and then play viwawa. haha. play a new game, which quite interest them. hehe. after that, go for lab, then go home. me and sy go bugis shopping. brought clothes and belt. :) while she bought clothes. then, hmm. still got many things happen, but shall not write here. hehe. (if i write here, i might get kill by them. unless they give me approval to blog, i shall not blog about that. haha.)

overall, today, is a good day. :) hehe. ok see ya. go study le, tml, got a test plus a short presentation, then next week have 3 test, 1 after another. dunnoe how study. oh gosh. shall work harder to achieve my goals. ( actually already achieve, but shall not give up. jia you. :)) bye

i miss u even more when u r gone
feel happy and jealous too when........... haha
shall look out more often.
hope there is a wish
wish there is a hope

1 week gone le

2008-06-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

hello. 1 week has gone. left with about 6 weeks left b4 term break. and this few weeks is the most critical week. think, should have lots of stress. and the stress is normal stress, is like hmm, mental, physical stress? ya. i will believe, this will go on, for at least 1 month or so. this is a torture sia.

nowadays, i feel that, i love staying at home, then go out, even for shopping. lol. i go to sch, i will feel stomach pain, and when reach home, i will feel alright. when i go out, shopping, i will feel somehow tired, dun feel like shop for anything, then when reach home, i feel energetic. lol. wat happen to me sia. aiyo.

last sat, go do project, after that, head down to my aunt house to eat. home cooked buffet, to celebrate my ah gong birthday, but it seem like just a eating session. haha. no cake for my ah gong, the place, seem rather quiet somehow. lol. after eating, go home with lots of leftover food. haha. my aunt and mum cook too much. cant finish.

so on sun, we eat those food. hehe.
now, i feel so tired. no mood do anything. lol. but also dun wan go sleep, not that tired. think i am stress. haha. or maybe have some prob in my mind. haha. haiz. ok bye.

is there any word call "hope" in this world?
is there any word which can cure my heart?
is there any word that describle my feeling now?
is there any word that show that i care...........
is there any?

sch start. woooo. sainz

2008-06-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

hello. this is the 2nd week of holiday le, and is the last day, tml have to go to sch le. haiz. sianz. so fast, holiday is over. during holiday, have go out enjoy, do project, and some family outing. overall is ok la, but is like too fast. it seem like i only have 1 week of break only. sch reopen soon, going to have alot of assignment to do, many quiz coming up, presentation and wil be busy again. just this tue, there will be a presentation already. omg. but during holiday, have done finish, so ok lo.

on thur, go out whole day. went cycling, then after that go shopping. then shop till go frez house stay. haha. go there, pla mahjong and so on. hehe. overall is fun. then on fir, then back home in the morning, went to sleep. afternoon wake up, use com for awhile b4 go out again. hehe. go and eat and shop. late night, go home. hehe.

then yst, went to do project. do for whole afternoon. hm, then after that, go shopping again. haha. through out all the shopping, i didn buy anything. hehe. accompany them shop only, window shopping, no $ to buy any thing le. haha.

this few days, stomach not feeling very good. cant really eat much cause very pain. haiz. dunnoe wat wrong with my stomach. aiyo. sianz. today afternoon, wa, pain till cant tahan. about to faint. haha. think if still like that for a few days more, think go see doc le. aiyo. today, try to do all the work i need to do. haha. yup, can finish. hehe. later going do all hw for this week. hehe.

tml start sch le, going to wake up early le, cant tv for whole day le. haha. dunnoe how watch tv. think going watch till sleep again. hha. hope wont ba. :) ok la, see ya. tml onwards, need work hard again. hehe. see ya. bye

think of the past
is there anything u wish to think of?
is there anything u wan it to come true again?
wan to turn back the time?
is there any?

aiyo. sian, competition not good

2008-06-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

haiz. sianz. so sad. cooking compeition didn do well. didn get into 1st,2nd,or even 3rd prize. haiz. only got into consulation prize. y like that. so sad. we use so much time to do this competition, try to cook, wash all stuff, need bring so many things over ( is like bringing the whole kitchen over like that. lol), spend so much $ too. yet, only get into consulation. aiyo. :(

reach there abit late. then once reach there, prepare all stuff. then hmm, at about 3.15, we start cooking le. we cook too fast or rather is my dad cook too fast. haha. result in having so much time left. lol. then let judge eat, got 1 main judge who is a gal(dun list her name to protect her), expert in cooking de. she also come. she only eat our sauce and is like abit only. didn even touch the crab meat lo. dots. dunnoe y sia. my bro hear that she say not nice. haiz.

then while waiting for result, she do some demo on cooking. she not on the spot cook, she at home cook le, come here to heat up only. then we try. ok la. not say very nice. salty. haiz. dun really like her la.

then result come out. casue this competition, got alot of group start with the word "happy", our group name is happy family. so whenever they say "happy" i will jump abit lo. hoping they dun cal our name so early. but then in the end, they call our name. haiz. sianz. not really happy le. wen take photo, my smile not really real de, is abit of fake. haha. sianz le sia, how to smile. lol. after that, stay there, eat our own crab b4 going off.

then go tpy eat crystal jade to celebrate father day. ex sia. lol. eat finish then go off le. haiz. sianz. my dad also abit sad. can see la. haha. he say, next time dun join le. haha. take a break first. hehe. ok see ya. tml, need go sch do project. bye.

sad
sianz
haiz
boring
cant smile
laugh out loud

itsoveroveroveroveroveroveroverover

2008-06-13T14:03:00.003+08:00

today so boring. haiz. suppose to go out de, but in the end didn. haiz. so disappointed. so sianz. think i know the ans le. u have give me a very obvious ans. so i shall not wait for u, neither u wait for me. u have tell me that u have no feelings for me le. so i know le. i understand. i truely understand, so do let me earse u out of my mind. thank for all the memories. i will try to get u out of my mind. shall not bother u anymore. lastly, i am disappointed in u. u say u will wait but yet no more feelings for me le. u dun keep promise.forget it. its all over le. no longer anymore. tc

so i watch youtube. watch my show. hehe. from 10 plus, when i wake up, start to watch till now. hehe. today weather so hot. my god. cant tahan. haha.

yst, went to sch, do project. then do and do. always got prob. aiyo. 1 prob finish le, then after that, another prob come. aiyo. stupid sia. in the end, didn really do much. :) then at about 5 plus, leave sch. accompany pw go amk buy something then go off. went to bugis, take my clothes i brought. b4 go down and eat with my parents. :). reach home, watch tv all the way. hehe.

tml, going for cooking competition. wooo. today, have another trial lesson, but think not fully a trial cooking, just testing the taste only ba. :) yup,tml, will be going down to hougang, heartland mall there at 1 to cook. hope can go in final,cause once go in final, then got $ take le. haha. ok, see ya. bye.

nothing to say.
nowordscandescriblemyfeelingsnow
shallforgetule,gonwithmylife
dunnoecanma,trytoba.
stay happy :)

walking day for me today

2008-06-10T09:24:00.011+08:00

hello. in sch now. hehe. come so early sia. lol. today is a walking day for me. aiyo. walk alot just now. walk till my leg, both ankle so pain lo. haiz. early in the morning, wake up. at 6.30 wake up le. after that, go off at 7, go to bbdc, to cancel my membership there. cause need meet for project at 10, so i decide to go early lo. anyway, early, no people also, so will be faster, dun need to wait for so long. yup. then i walk from my house to mrt, then after that, from the bukit batok mrt walk to the place. though is walking distance, but is far de lo. aiyo. then walk till there, cancel then walk back to mrt. lol. really is no people. haha.

nowadays, driving school really eat $ de. so ex. join, have to pay $, then have to pay for renew, then after, when wan cancel, also need pay $. everyhing also $ de lo. aiyo. my account inside got $16 plus, then after that, cancel fees need $10, so left with like $6. lol. so in the end, they will send me back the $6 by cheque. lol. thought of dun wan to cancel, but also no use, they wil eat my $ slowly, so no diff la. so cancel lo, at least still have $6, can eat 1 meal of mac. haha.

then cause no people, so reach sch so early. then stand all the way to sch la. after that, walk to sch again. lol. walk walk walk. walk alot. later go home, need walk back to mrt, then reach home, walk back again. wooo. wat a walking day for me. dots.

yst, go rebond, wake up at 6.30 again. haha. do at 8am. meet sy and go off. we 2 do together. do for about 4h. 12 then finish. hmm, rebond cost me $110. wa. ok la, not bad. didn rebond whole head, only the botttom, cause i dun wan so flat ma. cant really see much diff, only diff is that, my hair more neat le, not as curl as b4, but now, it is like abit of curl le. lol. cant wash hair for 3 days. :)

ok that its. shall work hard later, during project. :) haha. see ya bye.

~~i miss u~~
~~do u know me well enough?~~
~~if yes, u should know wat i am thinking.~~
~~but seem like, u dun noe~~
~~haiz~~
~~forget about it ba :(~~

i come back le :)

2008-06-07T22:02:00.004+08:00

hello. i finally blog le. hehe. was busy with my sch work. say wan come back on week 7 which is last last week, but i now then come blog. haha. hmm, ok,let's talk about this few weeks.

busy with sch work, project, assignment, quiz. ya. i rem, got 1 week, i everyday stay in sch till 6,7 then go home. yup. then after that, thought finish le, but dunnoe y, still busy with sch work. like cant stop one. hha.

now, holiday le. happy, but hmm, need do project, and go out too. so think will be quite pack. only got 2 weeks of holiday. haha. 1st week, plan already. haha.

btw, i going to rebond my hair. hehe. i since dunnoe when, say wan rebond, but i until now then rebond. haha. part of the reason is casue i not free, another part, is i not really wan to rebond or not, as i scare not nice. but hmm, decide to rebond, try lo. if not nice, then so be it. i can do anything to it if not nice. haha.

this week, i very tired. haha. not enough sleep, each day, only slept for aobut 5 to 6h. haha. was watching show ma, so at 1.30 am then sleep. then always at 12.30, while watching tv, i fall alseep. as in like sleep le, then wake up. eyes closing, but i try to keep it open by stretching my body, and so on. always miss the last 15 mins or so of the show. haha. but i make sure, i watch finish then sleep. lol. that y i very tired, this week. always feel like sleeping. holiday, not going sleep early, niether i have enough sleep again. cuase need wake up early to go out and do project. hope i can tahan. :).

on wed, i go enrol the driving lesson. omg. so ex. haiz. i join the class de. then, 1 lesson is $70. i have to take at least 20 lesson, which is like $1400. omg. $1400, is just the lesson itself, still have others liek pract test and so on not yet counted in, therfore, i need to save $ le. really need too, cuase my bank is just nice for the driving stuff only, other than that, i dun ned to go out shopping and so on le. haha. shall save as much $ as i can now. :) wei le driving, i shall sacrifice. haha.

today, went to hougang, heartland mall to sign up cooking competition. haha. again? yes, AGAIN. we going join again. haha. actually last time, have de, but cause i didn check my email therefore, dunnoe there is a cooking competition, that y didn join. now, they clever, send us through address, then papa decide to join, so ok lo. go sign up. haha. next week competition. sat. then sun final. wish us good luck. come down support me. haha. going cook prawn and crab for final.

tml, is the dunpling festival, going eat dumpling soon. also, is my neighbour baby full month. haha. so going over and eat. yup. that;s all.see ya. go watch tv le. bye bye.

over
its over
no one knows me well
246396477968

fun fun fun. blur queen

2008-05-15T19:41:00.002+08:00

hello. i say i dun wan blog, but cause recently, got so many things happen, so i have to blog. dun wan to blog, but also force to blog. haha. cause got so funny things happen. dunnoe is it to stress or wat, today, in our class, got 3 blur queen. haha. ( shall not say the name, to protect them. but think those reading should know who they are. haha) they 3 thought that sch sart at 10 la. aiyo. blur sia. it suppose to be at 9, but they come only at 10, which class was about to end. lol. so blur sia. dunnoe wat wrong with them.

when reach, didn saw them, was abit shock le. cause always they come early one, when i reach sch, they will be at the room already, this time dun have, so thought they overslept. that y late. then i joke with pw, say " i think they think lesson start at 10". haha. cause fn on mon, also thought that lesson start at 10, but actually is start at 12. haha. and it become real. gosh. then cause 2 come le, another 1, which is fn la, she come at 10 too, she thought we haven start lesson. lol. she 2nd time le, just in a week. haha. think must remind them, the timing le. haha.

this few days, go home during late evening. was staying back, doing project, and so on. stay till about 6, 7 pm. but hor i like this lifestyle le. i know u all will say i am sick, who will like to go home so late, right? but i am 1 of it. haha. cause is like, this is more like life lo. rather than, go sch, then after sch, go home, use com, watch tv, then next day, go sch, go home. this lifestyle is more like life, where, after sch, we will say back, do project, joke abit, then also of course there is stress. i dun like the stress part only. hehe. other than that, i feel, it is alright de, love it man. :) this week whole day bringing laptop la. aiyo. heavy sia. make bag so heavy. think next week too. but next week more relax. mon, holiday, wed, dun ned go sch, and then some lesson was cancel too. so abit relax ba.

this few days have been sick. now adays alot of people sick. just my family, there r 4 people sick le. my 3rd bro, bad coughing, my mummy, think also coughing, my small bro, small sick and me, coughing. cough for a few days le. aiyo. so xin ku, then throat is dry de. haha. lol. but ok la, not that bad. :) ok, going off le, off to do my work. see ya. bye.

love this lifestyle of mine
love everything around me
love you
love myself

had great fun with family on mother's day :)

2008-05-11T21:52:00.003+08:00

yst, i have fun wiith family. haha. hmm, pw, kh, jt come my house, do project. but didn really do much. after that, at 6, we go off. we go and eat. the name is hm, "xiang gang jie." the food, very normal. but cuase got mother's day special, so abit cheap. as we eat very early(6 pm eat already)we decide where to go after that. wan go to places, but bro say, sure got alot of people and so on. cause mother's day eve ma, that y alot of people. then we think of bowling. haha.

my whole family and some of my relative go. haha. it was so fun. we 5 kids, of course will play, plus my cousin and my father. hehe. my 2nd bro, play not bad. the score not bad. while my father, wa, first time play, first round, he strike le. haha. omg. we all was like, wa. clap hands. haha. think on that day, our family there, is the most noisy one. haha. papa got alot of strike and spare la. my god. the score so high.

(the highest one is my papa score. see how many strike he had especially the last row. 2 strike. wow. guess which is mine. :)

play for 2 rounds till 10 pm then go home le. haha. so fun.

today, we whole family( without my 2nd bro) go out to tampines and shopping. there got 3 big shopping mall, ikea, giant and courts. really is big. we took 2h to walk for each building. courts, we didn walk. hehe. today eat alot sia. seem like eat non stop de. dots. fat le. must control again le. haiz.

(whole family pic. hahaha. the top left hand side is my papa and right hand is mummy.
and the 5 kids below. left hand side, my 1st bro, 2nd bro, 3rd bro, me and small bro. hahaha. cute ma? bro buy it back from taiwan. hahahaha)

ok see ya. bye :)

still no action from u
seem like i have been erased from ur mind le
seem like, i am going to leave u out too
take care.

busy day

2008-05-10T12:38:00.002+08:00

hi. here to blog abit. since i long time no blog le. hehe. but have to blog quick, cause have many thigns to do. busy week this few weeks. i will only be available at about week 7 onwards which is hmm, around 20 plus may, for now, i dun even have time to do anything. all my mind is project after project. test after test, assingment after asignment. gosh. many things to do la. going to burst if this continue for too long.

year 2 really is much more tough and busy than year 1. imagine how to suvive during year 3. wooo. hmm, this week, i very tired. i have a few days, i si mian, cant sleep at night, keep on turn here turn there. haiz. cant sleep, till i sart to think of project stuff plus try to recall my notes for test. haha. aiyo. result in not enough of sleep. lol.

today, my family and hmm, mummy side going out to eat, celebrate mother's day. yup. later, pw,jt,kh wil be coming my house, do project. woo, stress. ok la, need to go do my work le. if not no time. this few week, i dun think i will be blogging le. so dun miss me. :) as i am busy, therefore, no time to blog. lastly, i need REST, RELAX. this will only happen after week 7. haha. waiting for week 7 to come. haha. ok bye.

no one know me well at all
haiz
no even my close ones

PASS FTT. over whelming :)

2008-05-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

hello. wooo, first thing when i reach home, is to use com, log in to blogger and tell u all a good news. I PASS MY FINAL THEORY TEST. wooo. HAPPY, damn HAPPY. hehe. i skip today lesson, just for FTT and lucky, i pass, if not, not worth it lo. haha.

i wake up, online. then my frez say wat got quiz. sudden quiz. lol. dun believe de, then suddenly another frez say got quiz. so hard. lol. then i believe le. in the end, is fake one. diao. i was like believe, and dunnnoe wat should i do le. head abit blur le. haha. i use com, com spoil sia. haiz. got prob again. always i am the last to use then got prob de. aiyo. next time, dun anyhow click le. haiz.

b4 test, i like stress or wat, dun feel like eating anything sia. even water also dun feel like drinking. lol. think is stresss ba. result in headach, then also, my head stop for sometimes. haha. cant think of anything. test start, omg, Q were diff from wat i learn. not as easy as BTT. then i think and think, ans is about the same de, then i think of traffic, safety, all ans go for safety. haha. after that, i press submit. woo, PASSED. yeah. the gal beside me, she like dun dare to submit her ans. haha. when i submit, she looked at my com. hohoho. first time pass le. i got study de, ok. hehe. and thankz to those who say good luck to me, give me "lucky" number,(haha) and so on.

after today, i can rest le. however, i need to sudy for my sch quiz le. oh, cant rest much. must continue to work hard. hehe. ok, see ya. go play my games le, relax abit. tml then study for test. :) bye.

need $ for learning driving
need $ for reborn hair
need $ for my daily expenses
need $ for me to spend on shopping
need $ to go overseas with frez if can
need to save lots and lots of $ now.
saving $ in progress
$ is everything in spore. :)
no $ no talk, nothing.

a 2 day week of sch. :)

2008-04-30T14:10:00.002+08:00

hello. just wake up not long ago. haha. today no sch. due to tml is a public holiday. haha. most lesson is e learning( study own self) therefore, teacher postpone all the lesson to fri, where there is a crash between 2 lesson. i is lec, and another one is tut which start at 2 pm. haha. but we dun intend to tell teacher, cause wat we will do is for lec, we will tap our card and then go for the tut. haha.

however, i also got a crash lo. cause having FTT test on fri, so i will not go to sch( stay at home study my FTT) therefore, i will miss quite abit of lesson. haiz. no choice. if i have the choice, i will change the date of my FTT but i check already, there no available slot within this whole year. my god. so i cant change my date, neither can i fail my FTT if not, i have to wait till next year dunnoe when then can retake. that's rough man. i had today and tml( public holiday) to study my FTT fully. haha. a good opportunity.

this week sch only 2 days. it feels like, not having sch like that. :).

mon, went to sch, do those porject stuff, then after that, went home, waiting for parents to be back before going off to celebrate my bro birthday. we go to merchant court hotel( near central there) eat buffet dinner. not much food la, but got those seafood and so on. the food there, ok lo. but very ex. 1 person about $30 plus. omg. after that, we went for movie, my 2nd bro, small bro and me. went to watch the forbidden kingdom. ok la, is a eng show but act by chinese actor. not a bad show, however, also not say very nice. after that, went home. :)

tue, nothing much, had our presentation and hmm, the class laugh when my group present. lol. haha. then have lec. boring. then go home. that all. go and study my FTT le. bye.

wish my FTT pass
wish my up-coming TEST pass
wish everything goes smoothly

2nd week of sch

2008-04-26T18:08:00.002+08:00

hello. i hate internet man. just now, i use my com at home, to do my sch work, (need go in to cms) but then, due to internet prob, i cant log in. if log in, also, cant view the page. stupid sia. always say wat, internet not connected, cant view to the page. wa lao. i keep on refresh but still no use. sianz le la. then go use laptop instead. at least laptop will be faster. maybe cause it is nearer to the moderm that y wil be faster and no prob.

ok, then i do my work. after that, i rem i didn sign in to msn, so i sign in. but cant. omg. prob coming up again. yst when i wan in sch, i also cant sign in. i thought is the sch internet got prob. then now, at home, i try, cant. cant be internet prob, cause my com can sign in. lol. so i see and see. try all ways by going to help. all is fine, no prob le. decide to reinstall the msn, but then, dunnoe how install, is like, cant really install. sianz. after that, i saw the msn page, they display the date as 26 aug 2008. feel weird sia. today, suppose to be 25 april, y it become 26 aug??? omg, then i go change the date. then try sign in, ok le. diao. i took about 1h doing this lo. waste of my time.

now, i had a terrible headach. my god. cant continue with my work le. haiz. maybe later in the night or tml then do. haiz. waste so much time sia, now, all i need is rest. haha. head super pain sia.

my papa, today, go batam with his frez. on mon then he wil be back. so shook sia, go overseas, yet didn bring us go. haha. he tell my mummy that, if he know how to walk around there, he will bring us go there 1 day. hehe. good. my mum also going overseas during may, to korea again, for business trip. wooo. think for 1 week.

this week of sch, ok la, studying, staying back for project, chat and jokes. discuss about project things and so on. hmm, can say is that, the days will tight, cause we use up those break time to do something, and is like, how to say, hmm, didn waste any of the time lo.

like for eg, tue, got 2h break, we use it to celebrate yi zhen birthday. she say she dun wan surprise, so we tell her we going to celebrate with her. haha. but as for the cake, we bought a slice of cake for her, without her notice. hehe. then she was rather surprise, yet pai se. cause they play the birthday songs( we went to eat jack's place) and everyone was looking. haha.

then on wed, got another 2h break, we use it to discuss project. wed, 8 am lesson, i was so tired at that day. tired till wan go sleep, all my mind was to sleep only. then after lesson, we wan to join cca, which 3 pm start, so we use sometime to do some project stuff, the rest is for us to chit chat, relax. :) but the cca make 4 of us, sy,xm,yz and me disappointed. due to too many people wan join that cca which is piano, they need to interview us, and will choose only 50% out of all. we went there early, yet they kick us out, tell us wait outside. we were so angry, that we left le. dun wan wait anymore. really alot of people, is like 100 plus people. so in the end, still no cca. haha.

thur, 1 whole day of sch, no time for break, enjoy, but we play games when we finish our work. haha. fri, ok lo, normal, after sch, stay back for project again. ( this sem, there will be many project, so have to always stay for project, if not, no time). stay till 6 then went home. there no time for me to write blog la. too busy le. haha. but will try find time blog. :)

next week, an interesting week, cause mon is my small bro birthday, went out eat at night, wed, might no sch, e learning for some module, then thur is labour day, fri, have my final theory test, plus outing with sec frez. so wil be busy plus interesting week. sure busy week too, cause got e learning, which means, have to do work by our self. work hard ba, only week 3, yet so much work need to do. woo. things have been harder and harder. :) ok bye. see ya

waiting,
this is wat i have been doing all this while
loving,
this is wat i have been wanting all this while
missing,
this is wat i have been thinking all this while

first week of sch

2008-04-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

hello. back. this week is first week of sch. hmm, some of the lesson was cancel by the teacher, this makes our day, so easy. is like very relax. hehe. relax as in got some days, we only go to sch for like 2h only. haha. but still, there r stress, first week only, have hw and so on ned to do. lol. blur of wat to do, dun rem still have wat to do. haha. ( maybe i am old. oops)

take for eg, wed, we need go sch only at 11 instead of 8. then cause the sch com, does not have the software, teacher cant do anything, so she let us off. haha. is like stay there for 1h do nothing. :) then after that, go out shopping, at far east. haha. we 5, xm,sy,pw.cherie and me, all have spend some $ to buy those clothes and so on. is like, cny is coming, need buy new clothes. haha. but we spend it happily. hehe. was enjoying, so long didn spend so much and walk so much till in the end, leg so tired, no strength to walk already. haha. (to the 4 of them: promise, 2 months later, go shop and spend $ again, ok?? save $ first. haha. :))

thur is the longest day. very very long day, 9 to 6. and have only 1h break. worse is that, there r only 2 module for like last 6h. lol. 2 module is datebase and java. and the prob is, they put the module into like 1h of java, then 1h of database, after that, 2h of java and then 2h of database. lol. it is like so lame.

worse of all, something spoil our day, our teacher for database one, cuase we were talking, then she say wat, if we dun wan to listen then she will not wan to waste her voice and teach us as she is having a sore throat. lol. after which, she piss off and throw temper. wa lao. worse than the sen 2 teacher le. omg. this is only first week le, we still have many weeks to go with her sia. think she will be our most "fav" teacher in sem 3. haha.

today, went sch for 2h again. this time, is 2 to 4. haha. the early lesson was cancel also. the teacher teach us during sem 1, so we know her, she know us, therefore, our class, quite ok lo. :) after that, went home le.

have many project this sem. dunnoe can cope ma. haha. so fast, first week has end, second week, is about to finish. omg, so fast. haha. this week, i a bit emo. haha, dunnoe y. promise, next week, i try not to be so emo. haha. maybe is..........haha.

ok la, going to continue watching my show. haha. every day, back home, i will try to watch, so as to finish it, but then, it seem like cant finish de lo. haha. ok see ya. bye. will be busy, so might not update that often anymore. dun miss me. hehe. bye.

continue my journey
move on
have to improve further

sch day not tht good. haiz

2008-04-14T22:25:00.002+08:00

TATU - Gomenasai

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause
IWasn't allowed

Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
An mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Gomen nasai, for everything
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomen nasai, I let you down
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

a nice song which i like. haha. must listen. haha. had sch today, my first day of sch. hmm, not very good day la. god didn bless me. haha. but after all, get to see my classmates. happy. :) go lesson for 2h only, and is project lesson somemore, nothing to do de. haha. so is a relax day ba. :)
tml, got lesson, but only 4h again, think sure be a relax day too. haha. ok la, hope tml will be better. bye. see ya. :)

~~i dunnoe wat i did~~
~~just feel that the feelings is not that anymore~~
~~it's time to move on~~
~~to people who read this, dun cheat cheat hor, look at "view source"~~
~~haha. next time, dun write le. sssshhhhhh, dun cheat by looking at "view source" le. :)~~

sch starting. year 2 begins

2008-04-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

hello. tml, sch start le. year 2 begins. doesn't feel like there's sch tml. haha. suddenly sch start, like weird weird de, casue holiday for too long le. so is like got the holiday mood. hehe.

sch starting, there will be stress, headach, and many things to learn and memories. 2nd year already, time fly very fast. 2nd year, also no relax le. 5 day a week need to go to sch. last year, only 4 day a week. now 5 day, dun have any day free for us to enjoy or rather for us to meet up for project. haiz. sianz sia.

2nd year, i also have to work hard more abit, cause year 1, result not that good, so now, have to do better. hope 2nd year will be better. :)

yst went out with family. wake up at 12, then papa say, wan fight with me, see who can sleep the latest. lol. in the end, he win. haha. then go out. go to IMM and walk, there very big sia. the giant also very big. then go home at 7 plus. watch tv. :) after that, continue my youtube show. :)

today, whole day watching, however i cant watch finish. still have more ep to go. haiz. think weekend then can watch le.haiz. tml sch, yet i now still not sleep yet. haa. casue tml, sch start at 12 ma, so can wake up later. haha. other than mon, the rest of the day is start at 8,9 am. so it's timee to wake up early le. :) ok, bye. going sleep soon.

~~do u really care about me?~~
~~do u still love me~~
~~how come we become stranger already~~
~~what happen?~~
~~how long i still need to wait for u~~

last outing b4 sch reopen :)

2008-04-11T11:59:00.002+08:00

hello. back to blog. this week, nothing much. stay at home wwatch youtube, watch 1 taiwan drama show. hmm, not bad lo, have many ep so trying to watch finish b4 sch reopen. (hope can)

yst, just go out. last outing b4 sch reopen. haha. only we 4, sy,xm,pw, me. we go play bowling and watvh movie. for our lunch, we go eat pizza hut. the service not good, food come so late lo. then they give us 1 paper, ask us to write down whose service is good. as we only know 1 person name which is francis(spell correctly ma? hehe) and he is the one who serve us, so we write down his name lo. we give him the paper, when we about to leave, he saw his name, he so happy. haha.

we head to play bowling. my bowling very lousy. haiz. play till 3 of my finger's nail spoil. haiz. then cause we still have time, so go arcade play. then head down to 7-11 to buy drinks and tibits ,bring it to the cinema. :) watch "run fatboy run" funny show, and also, abit sad la. overall, not bad. can go watch. :) watch finish already 7 le, so go home. sy and xm go home, while me and pw go bugis there, check out the salon open or not, as we wan ask, dye hair how much lo. hehe. so we walk there, while walking, we chat. haha. walk till there, the salon, didn open sia. lol. then ok, go home le. wait for bus, so long. yawnz.

reach home, watch tv le. later, going cycle le with my bro. hehe. ok la, see ya, go back to my show le. :)

~~i need you~~
~~i want you~~
~~i miss you~~
~~i love you~~
~~when will u be willing to be zhu dong~~
~~to ask me be ur gf?~~
haiz

chalet was real fun :)

2008-04-03T15:01:00.006+08:00

hello. yst back from chalet. everyone was like tired lo. hehe. sleep very little during chalet. hehe. but overall, was fun la. make use of the time lo. hehe. however, spend alot sia. also dunnoe spend wat, spend till wallet almost got a hole sia. maybe got hole le, $ drop. haha.

1st day:

pw come my house, help to carry those things, got drinks and chicken plus satay. wa, is heavy de lo. we carry, from my house till bus stop only, carry till wan cry. haha. didn expect it to be so heavy sia. then take bus to pasir ris. 15 mins later, bus then come. haiz. then sit for like 1h plus, then go to pasir ris sheng shiong. meet jeremy and atika. we go buy some food b4 heading to the chalet. when reach, most of the people reach le. haha. so get ready to prepare, cook le. was eating and chatting. some inside the room, gambling. haha. play 21 point. then we was inside playing ma, also watching tv. got 1 show is about all hunks, omg, fang ning was like screaming lo. cause she saw 1 guy very cute. haha. so was screaming, make the room, so noisy. haha. then at 9, watch tv. hehe.

(stringray.was puting chill on it)

( they r not bbqing, just pretend they r. haha. )

(mirror reflection. abit blur. )

( the guys plus atika, who look like princess like that. haha. no yz, think she help them take photo. :) )

(the group of gals. haha. )
( and the group of guys.)
(mix together, a whole family of dbt 0703.

2nd day:

after that, start play cards, all those chalet game like wat, murder and police, india poker, and so on. many games we play. at 12, me and pw, was sercetive. haha. we go fool people cause is april fool. haha. we fool that they betray someone, like say something bad about someone. haha. ok la, abit cruel la, but then again, cause is april fool, so have to be real. haha. first to fool, jt. haha. he was damn serious la. while i was all the while, there, hold my laughing. haha. then slowly, 1 by 1, get fool. haha. however, it is too harsh for sy and xm le. haha. xm eyes was watery while sy even cry. haha. only person who dun get our fool is jeremy( he half believe, half think we r fooling him), jos( he know is april fool), and yz( we dun dare fool her at all). haha.

at about 2, we go out walk. walk at the park there. at about 4 then go back. the 3 gals, sy,xm,pw was fighting for toliet, see who bath first. haha. b4 going out, i already bath, so dun need fight with them. haha. the guys go outside the toliet bath. after bath, they all wan sleep le. some guys sleep on the bed le. so we gals, was like, no space sleep. we go out play dai di. at 6 go in room le. most r sleeping. i feel tired at that time le. haha. decide to sleep, i sit and sleep, but cause too hard, so cant sleep. then jt,jx,sy,pw,me say wat, mahjong things, wat pong, chi, 5 tai, no tai. we were laughing. haha. suddenly, xm wake up, tell us keep quiet, also wake up and say wan drink water. haha.

at 7 plus, jx,sy,me go eat breakfast. i was like half sleeping eating lo. haha. tired sia. then went to look for the bike, when open and so on, b4 going in the chalet. at 9, i cant tahan le, go sleep, beside pw. ask them, at 11 wake me up, cause going cycle. once lie down, sleep le. haha. but at 10, wake up le. lol. then let sy sleep. 1h of sleep, damn good. haha. refresh le. then wake everyone up at about 11 plus, going out eat lunch and go off to play.the 3 gals, start to take pillow and hit each other le. diao. like cat fight like that. haha.

go cycling, and also play the playground where there have many things to play. haha. we climb up the rope, ( that is wat they call spider web) wo, so fun. climb here and there. abit scary, but fun. climb till the top. haha. but didn take photo cause too high, we people too small, plus there is sun behide us, so cant see us. (pw posing while xm pushing sy.)
(the roof top. haha. jos and jt)
(the process of climbing up)

(rest for awhile, taking photo.)

then go back. bath. after that, rent mahjong set and table over. start to play, while those didn play, watch movie. scary show. play till 7 plus, we go eat dinner, all hungry sia. haha. kim and yz coming over. :) they come play mahjong.

after eating, go back chalet, we play mahjong, wa. actually i dun wan paly with kim and yz one, cause they r too pro. joseph too. but then, no people play, so ok lo. play with them. wa, they play so fast, my mind jus think anything. got win, but is small one, they win, all big one. stress sia. sy,pw can see i damn stress lo. i lose alot sia. almost all, lose. haiz. too pro le, i not up to their standard yet. haha. 2h, play finish le lo. omg. after palying with them, my whole body so shack le. no strength le. then another 2 guys take over, play with them, another round. sy go sleep le. haha. i wan sleep awhile, but i cant sleep. dunnoe y, so just lie down lo. rest my eyes awhile. xm wan sleep, but she cant sleep, too noisy. haha.

3rd day:

after their round, i go play with others le. kim and yz, go home. hehe. this round, play so long. about 4h plus. got win this round. clear off the lose. i wan sleep le, but again, they short of 1, so ok, i go play lo. until about 7, i cant tahan le, play till wan sleep. so ask jx take over. i go sleep. at about 9 plus, i hear they call me wake up for the reciept, cause wan return the mahjong table. then i blur blur, take it out. haha. from there, i didn sleep le. wake up le. lol

then they say 10.30 have to book out. lol, not 12, so pack,wash face, then go off. we go eat mac. i ddin eat. after that, go home le. take bus home, sleep in the bus. haha. then go home, dun intend to sleep. cause if sleep, scare, night cant sleep, so dun sleep. chat with sy. chat chat, chat till eyes, smaller and smaller. haha then give up, sleep le. when i go sleep, my bro come back, say go eat le. diao. then i say, i wan sleep, ask him buy back. haha. sleep till 8, wake up. tired lo. watch tv, write my diary. my diary, i write alot sia, now should have about 6 to 7 pg. haha. many things to write.

this is the first time i go chalet for 3d2n de, usually is stay 1 night only. hhaa. so fun. love it very much. at least is quite sucessful. :) at night, sleep at 12, sleep for 12h. now still abit tired lo. haha.

holiday is going to end, back to sch life, back to stress time. long time no stress le, and also, going save $ during sch time. holiday, spend finish my saving, dry up le, so need start save le. if not, cant go out. :) also, this chalet tell me that, our class is 1 class who most of them knows how play mahjong lo. haha. unbelievable sia. and, all not bad de. we can go join those casino course sia. haha. we have future for that. haha. ok, back to diary. :) see ya. byebye. enjoy the last week of holiday. :):):)

chalet was fun.

enjoy every bit of it with u guys

our class is still lively de.

haha

april fool.

mahjong again. weee

2008-03-28T18:38:00.003+08:00

hello. yst, went to play mahjong. hehe. suppose to be fri, but move forward le. :)

went to jt house play. once reach , we play le. diao. yst match, play very long. haha. think from 2.30 play till 7. long sia. haha. but play finish the rounds lo. :) got pw,sy,jt,me. jt parents, help pw see the tiles. haha. make me feel so stress lo. cuase his parents is mahjong pro, so sure got abit of stress. yst, my lucky also abit good la. not as good as wed, play dai di. haha.

got 1 match, my tiles was good sia, is like got all dong, nan, xi, bei. haha. (north,south,east,west) all have sia. was like almost all is da pai(big tiles). hehe. but then didn win that match. haha.. if not, think quite big ba, but dunnoe how big is it. hehe.

can see, the tiles? nice sia. first time get. :)

his mum back home today, then teach us how to play. haha. learn something from them. and have more understanding of some rules. hehe. we have been playing the wrong way le. the tiles have to be in clockwise direction, while play at time, is anti-clockwise. haha. (only know how play mahjong will understand wat i am talking. hehe) we have been playing all the way, anti-clockwise. haha. diao.

dinner, jt parents cook, so we stay and eat. didn know that, his relative all come and eat. diao. so ps sia. haha. at 9, left, head back home.

today, suppose to go out de, but in the end, dun have. haiz. sianz. nvm lo. at home, chat with frez and so on.

having chalet on this coming mon, tue, wed. pls come at 6 as we starting bbq at 6. can come early if u wan. call or sms me or pei wen for the room, cause we still dunnoe the room no. ya, pls be present for that day,especially mon. :). see you guys there. hope this chalet nothing goes wrong, will go on smoothly. haha. see ya. gtg le. looking forward for chalet. :) bye.

~~i have move on~~

~~but u suddenly appear again~~

~~make me feel like going back to u~~

~~u make me confuse again~~

~~but also make me feel happy at least for 1 day~~

~~wat should i do? go back to u~~

~~tell me, should i move on or go back to u~~

~~give me a clear ans( however, i wish to go back to u)~~

~~i will be waiting, waiting for an ans from u b4 i take any move~~

happy, so happy. woooo.

2008-03-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

hello. actually wan blog about something de, but then think dun need le. :) not impt anymore.

yst cant sleep, think of alot of things. then wake up use com till 2 plus, go sleep, 9.30, wake up. my bro la, call me, ask me bring something for him, make me wake up so early, after that, cant sleep le. haiz. then use com lo.

at 1, go out, meet jt,jx to play bball. haha. we go play, as we got only 3 people, so is like, just play, score only lo. then they saw 2 guys, so they play match, i didn play. they lose. oh. but its just a game la. hehe.

then raining le, so stop playing. went up to jt house, play dai di. hehe. won some $. i can say, i am lucky la. hehe. very lucky today. many good things fall to me. i feel so happy. didn feel so happy b4. haha.

then go home at about 6.30. eat with parents, then they go watch ge tai, while i back home, watch tv. hehe.

tml going play mahjong again. hehe. hope, my luck will not stop, it will go on, at least till tml. :) hehe. gtg. see ya. bye. shall blog next time. :).

~~didn have this kind of happy le.~~
~~at least, for this few months.~~
~~hope it will last forever. :)~~

outing for 2 days, its fun. enjoy lots. :)

2008-03-21T00:46:00.005+08:00

hello. yst actually wan blog de, at late night, but cause bro using, so hmm, ok lo, dun blog le, this afternoon blog, then he using again. dots. so didn use com. haha. now then blog only. :)

on tue, we, sy, xm, pw, jx, jt, cherie and me, go ice skating. at kallang. supposed to meet at 12, but then, all reached only at 12.30. haha. not all la, as in, 12.30 then we moved off. go eat first, then go ice skate. first half an hour, it was my learning period. then after a few rounds, i headach sia. wa lao. go rest awhile, then go round round again. take photo.

{group photo :)}

{we 5 gals. :) }

(do re mi. hehe)

there ok la, not say very cold, just like air con only. so dun need to wear jacket. :) jt, jx,pw know how to skate. so do cherie. only me, sy, and xm dunnoe. xm got cherie fu her, sy got pw fu her, i alone. haha. ya, but its alright, still can manage. xm and i fall down. haiz. i fall twice, once is when got 1 beginner fall in front of me, then i cant really stop, so fall too, then 2nd is when i use the thing to skate, skate too fast plus i am turning ma, that y fall. wa, pain sia. haha. at 4 plus, time up, so left the place.

went to play arcade and then head to bugis, shop abit, eat dinner.cause jt birthday 2 days away, so we give him a surprise by buying a small cake and celebrate with him lo. :)

(birthday boy, jt.)
{the cake we brought for him, mango. the cake not bad. :) }

(another group photo.)

(hmm, wat to say le, obvious. haha. no la, they r just frez. :)}

then head to cherie house as dunnoe wat to do next, dun wan so early go home too. go her house, play card, then go play bball. cause hmm, sianz. play awhile only lo. after that, sit down, chat abit, at 10, go home le. :)

wed, xm,sy,me went to jt house, play mahjong. hmm, ok, no luck, i lose the most. $4 plus. whereas, xm win the most, $4. haha. his house, the tv bigger than me la. haiz, shall upgrade my tv le. haa. then so lucky, his mum come back. wa. know who is his mum?? zhu mimi. haha. hmm, we didn take photo with her as she dun wan, so cant show u. hmm, she once act b4 in spore in some show, as mother. next time, if can, we will take photo with her, then blog. haha.

even better, we go out and eat. haha. with her sia. wa, super fortunate. :) hehe. then go walk walk and ........... go home at about 9 plus.

this 2 day, have fun with them. haha.enjoy very much. think everyone also enjoy it. :) go out the whole day sia. my god. but, after this week, i have no $ le, so next week, think cant go out le. haha. i broke sia. hope, sch quickly open, so that i have allowance le. :) this holiday, really spend alot. spend almost all my saving sia. still got chalet coming on next next week. wa, going to spend alot le. haiz.

tml is public holiday, i just rem it yst when my bro tell me. haha. so fast, is another holiday le. woo. bro went to bali today. then 3rd bro going to taiwan on 1 april for army. oh, house will be quiet for a while le. haha. ok see ya. bye :)

have lots of fun with u all

go out more often :)

malaysia trip. overall, fun. :)

2008-03-17T11:08:00.003+08:00

hi. back from malaysia yst. was quite fun. go with a group of relative. haha. sat, wake up early, at about 7, then go get ready, we go off. eat breakfast. papa buy so much lo. wa lao. bro eat all the leftover. haha. then we set off. total of 11 people, 9 adults, 2 kids.

reach there about 12 ba, then book in hotel, but they have no room le. haiz. we call and book le, but then cause they didn write down, so in the end, no room. wa lao. haiz. then have to find hotel lo, not that clean one. the floor was like, my god, damn dirty. then no extra bed wo. so we 4, have to sleep in just 2 bed combine together. usually is will take 1 extra bed, put on the floor then 1 person sleep floor, 3 on bed. but now 4 on the bed. haiz. nvm, still got space, still can manage to sleep, but at night so cold la, i no blanket to cover. woosa. cold till i sleep like a hmm, dunnoe how to say, like a bun like that. haha. no choice, that is the only way to keep my self warm for awhile. haha.

first go there, not to forgot, the seafood. so we eat. spend about RM300 plus lo. wa ex sia. haha. then go temple and so on. on the way, eat too. on the way to temple, the weather so hot. cant tahan, then saw the sea, nice sia, diff colour de. hehe. then stop and take some photos. :)
can see the diff colour of water? i feel very special. :)

an island over there. but dunnoe wat island.

saw rainbow. wa, it is so nice. photo not so clear, there see very clear, can see got 7 diff colour. :)

ya, eat alot. but got some stall didn open, sad. didn get to eat sia. go back hotel rest awhile, then go off again, go eat, shop abit. then back to hotel cause not much stall open yet. at about 8 plus, then coem down, eat satay, roti john, and so on. eat till very full b4 go back hotel. haha.

next day, wake up at 7, then go eat breakfast, again, eat too full le, till when we say go eat for lunch, they all dun wan go le. haa. scare le, eat too much. so go back hotel lo, pack our things, then go down eat. hehe. that shop cant miss de, casue is cheap, and nice. not to miss. hehe.

at 11, go home le. but cause no boat, so we waited for like 1h then got boat come. low tide somemore, wa, have to climb down lo. hehe. fun though. :) reach spore at about 1 plus. at first, no rain de, sunny, i thought good cause can sun tan, but then soon, the sky dark le, reach to city area, it rain. wa. haha. but ok la, not so big. :)

papa buy back crab and big prawn and fish ma, so once he back, he bath then cook all those le. we had early dinner. wa, the prawn is so big till, eat 2 to 3, will full sia. haa. didn take photo. haiz.

then at about 7 or so, i watch tv till fall asleep le. hhaah. too tired, once sleep, sleep till today morning, about 11. haha. malaysia so fun. :) go there to gain weight, go there to slack. all ur mind is only eat and sleep, nothing else. haa. over all, is fun. :)

~~everyone have their own bf~~
~~i feel i so left out~~
~~feel like crying, feel envy of them~~
~~how i wish, mine will come too, soon. haiz~~

mahjong, lose

2008-03-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

yo. today, frez come my house play mahjong again. hmm, they have been train in the viwawa mahjong, so today, they become pro le. haha. win me sia. i lose $. haha. but nvm, for fun ma. :).

yst play for about 1,2h at night, cant win sia. no luck le, so know today, i got no luck. then they come, play. :) casue they come, so i dun need do housework. haha. cause mummy at home, ( she take leave) so she do some housework, ask my bro to do too. :) while, i busy mahjong with my frez. haha

mummy ask me dun always play. haha. afterall i am a gal, yet keep gamble. (got hear ma, dun ask me play mahjong le. haha)

pw today, damn lucky. after mahjong, we play card game, play fake $, she win lo. all she win. my god. so lucky sia. haha.

this few days, keep on raining, and is rain whole day sia. my god. so cold. everytime, using com, my hand and leg are so cold, like air con like that sia. freezing sia. my god

this sat and sun, going malaysia with parents. finally. waiting for so long. this time, not only with parents, but also with some relative, so will be a big group lo. however, hope dun rain, casue if rain, then we will cancel our trip to malaysia le. haiz. so hope, hope dun rain, wan rain, tml or rather today, rain al u wan, then sat, stop raining le. haha. :) ok gtg. go sleep le. :) bye. pls dun rain on sat and sun. :) enjoy.

~~i still willing to wait for u~~
~~u r the one i only love~~
~~though u got gf, still wish u happy~~
~~u happy, i happy, but dun avoid me, ok?~~

went out, boring

2008-03-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

hello, i am back. hehe. ya, i know i long time didn blog le, but then when i see my last post, which is on 29 feb, i feel, is ok ma, only about 11 days didn blog only. hehe. but i promise my self i will blog this few days, so today, going to blog. :).

let talk about the the past few days first, b4 talking about today. think on sun, i played wahjong, is which mahjong, online. played through the night. hehe. once i saw the sky bright up, i then go sleep le. :) which is at about 7 am. wa, have fun playing mahjong through out the night sia. wooo. btw, those who wan play mahjong, practice ur skill on mahjong, go to www.viwawa.com to play. it is a online game which hmm, play with real life people, not com people. it's really fun, especially when u win. haha. interested, can also play with me. hehe :)

hmm, other than that, nothing much le, at home, play mahjong only. hehe. and of course chatting. :)

today, went out with sy, xm, pw and another special guest. hehe. cant say who la, if not, someone is going to beat me. haha. sercet hor?? haha. we meet, and watch movie. i was sick actually, but i still turn up. yet sy dun believe that i am sick. haiz. heart break. haha. and then, when i leave house, it is raining. aiyo. i so ke lian, have to stop at bus stop and walk to cine under the rain. haiz.

we watch "the leap years". it should be a romance show, hmm, yes, it do have its romantic part, but i feel it is rather boring show. not say very good as wat i hear from others and saw it from the previews. kind of disappointed lo. it should be better then. haiz. after the show, it was like, 5 plus le. we alldunnoe where to go and do wat, just walk and stop, thinking where to go, then stop again. haha. saw fn. hehe. in the end, went to PS and eat then go home le.

oh ya, b4 movie, we still got about an hour ma, so decide play pool, then we let the couple go play pool. haha. so cute of them. for the whole day, we have been fooling the couple. haha. as in trying to put them together and hmm, dun disturb them. hohoho. someone so ps la, lucky, she not angry. hehe. for fun only, hope u dun mind. :)

now, holiday, its getting more and more bored le. no more activities to do le. boring. all activities also is either postpone or cancel. haiz. hope will have more activities going on, cause staying at home is boring. super bored. pls ask me out anyone out there. ask me out. i am free anytime. available. haha. ok see ya.

it's better to been in love and lost rather than not beening in love at all
~~can u still read this??? haha.~~
~~dunnoe y i keep thinking of u~~
~~dunnoe whether i still love u~~
~~maybe i still love u~~
~~that y i still keep thinking of u~~
~~going to wait for u~~